it's all about me, myself and my stuffs !

July 2, 2008

pineapple blueberry pie???

I went to KLCC to join a meeting in Petronas last Friday. I reached office before 7.30 a.m. I was the earliest person that day. I followed the Operations Manager to KLCC as I didn’t know the way to get there. We took LRT to KLCC. The train was so congested with people and I felt like a tuna packed in a can. It was my first experience to take LRT so early in the morning.

Everyone in the train was like a total stranger to me. I was standing next to the manager. While I was in the train, suddenly, something came striking my mind. It was at that time I realized that no matter what position you are in now, how rich you are, how evil you are inside, no one will ever give a damn about that. Everyone was so busy with their own affairs. They only cared about themselves.

This is the concrete reality in this world. This is the way people live. I’m so tiny, there’s nothing much that I can do to change how others think, act and behave. The same way applies; I hate people messing with my life.

Political issues here are so ‘intriguing’ recently. Everyone is stepping on each other in order to succeed in whatever they are doing. I think those people are just too self-centered thinking about themselves without putting much into thought about others. Feel so insecure to live here. Some in my circle of life have started to plan to migrate to overseas.

The non-majority feels a strong sense of unfairness in this country. Most of us are trying so hard to get out of this country, to live a better life, to live a life the way we want to, to live a life THAT WE DESERVE…Sometimes, I just hate how those people play with our life, our money, our dignity and our freedom. We are like puppets living in the hands of cruel humans. Sigh…better don’t complaint so much, or else, tak pasal-pasal will kena tangkap and put into jail.

Put aside all those things, I still have friends and families that love me more than what I deserve. Of course I love them too.

My boss at the company I’m having internship in offered me a part-time job after my training. My training will end this Friday and he asked me whether I need to leave so soon, a few times already before today. This morning, he formally asked me whether I have spare time for part time job in UMW. I sort of said I could help out a bit since the department is lack of staff now.

I doubt my capability to contribute to the company since I’m not so much of a good worker. My main job as a part-timer would be to develop a new programme. Of course I don’t write the programme myself. The programme is custom-made for the company by third party programmer and should I accept the part-time job, I will be helping out to monitor the progress of work in the programme. I’ve been helping out on this since I entered UMW.
I did some analyses on the reason my boss wanted to hire me back for part-time job and I came to 2 conclusions:
1. I am so capable that my boss couldn’t let go such a good worker.
2. I’ve started this since I entered UMW and I need to complete it before I leave.

I think I’m more to number 2 but my sister assures me that it’s number 1. Someone please tell me that it’s number 1…

Countdown: 3 more days to finish my internship.

I will turn to a new chapter of my life next week. I shall begin my fourth year in uni and will be graduating in 10 months time. Still the same old saying, I can’t wait to graduate from this stupid uni…

It seems like I’ve jammed everything into this post and it’s very messed up.
Next post: things I get from UMW…

4 comments:

Meng Her said...

woh .. great offer from UMW .... i think shld be ur ability thats y make ur boss wan u to stay... try to grab this good opportunity ... may b is a path from god to u ..

all the best ya ... cheers

s@m巧彦 said...

thanks! =3

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