Anemia

There was a blood donation campaign in my fac the other day. I went to the campaign, was thinking to donate my precious blood to help save others life. I attempted to donate blood 2 years ago but failed because the guy said the iron level in my blood was not sufficient. That day, I went to the campaign, hoping that I could donate. Again, the guy said the iron level in my blood was not sufficient. I went with high expectation but left with tremendous disappointment. Sien diao…

I googled in what to eat to increase the iron level in my blood. The article I read stated that I must eat more eggs and leafy vege. I eat all these stuffs everyday but still my condition remains intact since the past 2 years. What the fart…

So, I told my mom about it and asked her whether I should go to get myself some iron pills from Pusat Kesihatan(PK) in UKM. My mom said I should and encouraged me to go. Since seeing doctor at PK is free, so I went :)

I waited for half an hour before it was my turn to meet the doctor. The doctor advised me to go through a blood test to see the difference before and after I take iron pills. So I went to the lab and the lab assistant extracted about 30 ml of blood from my body. Gosh, 30 ml…I got the result and went back to the doctor.

The doctor said my iron level is just sufficient for myself to survive alone but not enough to be donated to others. In other words, ANEMIA!!!! She said my diet was okay just that the iron level in my blood is a bit low compare to a normal person. I think all the iron tends to leave my body when I was perioding. Maybe they prefer the vast outside world to my tiny little body. Kidding…

So, the doctor gave me some iron pills just enough for me to consume for 2 weeks. Apart from that, she also gave me vitamin C and folic acid pills. She said merely taking iron pills, the iron won’t change into blood in my body. So I also need to take vitamin C and folic acid to turn the iron into blood.

Hopefully, my blood will be full of iron after 2 weeks :)

Iron

Vitamin C

folic acid

People change

People change. Everyone is evolving. Everyone just has to evolve. Some people are constantly evolving, while some might just evolve once in a very long time.

Lately I notice that some people around me have changed, tremendously. I am so shocked to see them change. I am shocked but not happy because they become worse.

Do people change because of the cruel environment? Or people don’t change at all but just reveal who they really are, after so many years I know them? It’s really saddening to see them treat you differently, as if you guys were strangers, from the beginning of the relationship.

I really couldn’t understand, at all. I always think that relationship is about taking and giving. I thought I was giving all the time and expect to take from others. I was wrong. I am still wrong. I still give but I don’t seem to receive at all. Am I hoping too much? Am I hoping for something I shouldn’t hope for?

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Seikisho Mask White

I just bought a tube of Kose Mask White today. it's a black-coloured mask and i read about it's goodness in a magazine a few years back. always thought it would cost me a few hundred for this small little tube. i was soooooooooo wrong.

i bought it at a promotional price today, at Mid Valley. it's only 55 bucks and the promotion is valid until this Saturday only. i will try it on tomorrow and see the effects. if it is good, i will get another one for myself and one for my beloved sister as CNY gift. my ji mui also got a tube of it when we went shopping this afternoon :)

read more about it here.

i wanted to get myself the Sekkisei Lotion too but it was too costly for me. will get it, maybe later, when i work la...hehe. for the mean time, this mask is already very good for me :) so happy la, i think i won't be able to sleep tonight. silly me~~~
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making choices

we need to make choices at some points of our life. some choices are easy to made, some are difficult. normally, human would always make choices after he/she lists out all the pros and cons. while some might just cast coin and let the fate decide for them. some might even elope and let the reality consume them, little by little. wise choices are difficult to make. sometimes, a person make a decision just to satisfy the people around him/her.

undeniably, human is selfish. we always strive for the best, hoping that our life can be better. in the process of achieving our ambitions, goals and targets, we indirectly hurt some people around us. aren't we selfish in a similar but different way? some people think that by doing what they have to do to achieve greatness in life, they are already successful in some way. they think they are contributing to the world but don't realise that they are just as selfish as they claim others to be.

yeah, life is not easy at all. people would always have little or some comments regarding the things you do. having the need to attain what you want in life and enduring how people view you as a decent human being is not easy at all.

sometimes, we just do things that make ourselves happy or at least try to live happily in the little world of our own. sadly, most of these sometimes would lead people to have some comments on how we live our life. it feels so tired trying to make yourself happy and at the same time, bring happiness to the people around you.

sometimes, the choices are not left for you to decide on your own. some people around you make you choose what is not your best option so that they might be happy. in this way, they are making themselves happy and not caring much about your feelings. aren't this being selfish in a similar but different way?

so, can i really choose what i prefer or what i think is the best for me when i'm making choices or i can only choose to satisfy the people around me?
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Gender Discrimination!!!

I was searching for job on the internet and I came across this advertisement. A company was looking for Technical Service Engineer. The company wanted only male candidates. What the fart...GENDER DISCRIMINATION is it??? The package was good and the company only benefit the male candidates. So unfair...
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unexpectedly

i overstepped the border once again.
i should remain stationary for a while.

so crazy over Jim Brickman

okok. i know the picture is a lil' too big but hey, it's Jim Brickman!!
i'm not crazy over his physical body or look or appearance or whatsoever.
he's one talented guy. he really impressed me with his talent.

tracks included in this album:

1. angel eyes
2. valentine feat. Martina McBride
3. rocket to the moon
4. love of my life feat. Michael W. Smith
5. if you believe
6. by heart feat. Laura Creamer
7. destiny feat. Jordan Hill & Billy Porter
8. Hero's dream
9. Partners in crime feat. Dave Koz
10. the gift feat. Collin Raye & Susan Ashton
11. simple things feat. Rebecca Lynn Howard
12. til i see you again feat. Mark Schultz
13. my love is here feat. Roch Voisine
    

i like, i mean i love 'angel eyes' so much that i almost cried the first time i listened to it. later, i fell in love with all the songs in this album. Seen said i was retarded for almost cried by listening to the song. what the fart...
frankly, i'm an instrumental musics freak.
i used to have one album where all the tracks were of instrumental musics but i lost it and was sad for some while.
but now, i got this album from my sister, i am soooooo happy!
another point that must be highlighted in my life!!!
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addicted to Facebook

i started to have a Facebook account since last week. since then, i have been logging in to Facebook for countless times per day. mostly because i have a pet in Facebook and i need to feed it, bath it and play with it.

this is my pet, Shorty. Shorty is cute, isn't it? =)
ps: i just bought Shorty a new pants today :D

ok, i might sound a bit childish. but Shengwa, such a serious guy also has a pet wor and he is at the top list in pet society among my friends. so, what more, i can play too. haha.

see Shengwa at second place there?
and Seen, the lame guy, at seventh place. so lame. LOL
it's so merry and happening in Facebook, isn't it??

on top of that, i also play Geo challenge and i'm improving very fast at it. ahem...i have to admit that i'm a very fast learner. LOL.

in just about a week, i already score 8226 points, ranking number 5.
i didn't give up easily and kept on playing and playing and just now, i broke my own record!

see, 9297 points!
Seen, i challenge you.
i will beat you by next week!!!

just in case you don't know which one is me,

this is me, in the red circle.
the wise girl with a pure, innocent looking face

ps: if you don't know what is pet society or geo challenge, explore it yourself in Facebook.

ok, i should end here. this is a lame post. someone complaint that i didn't update my blog already >.< .

welcoming 2009

The New Year's Eve celebration the other day was fun. about 20 of us celebrated the countdown to 2009 in a club at Asian Heritage area. we were at Maison that night.
i really had a lot of fun that night, got to know new friends, got to see some coursemates and got to go to club with friends that i can trust and rely on. yeah, it was fun.

jia qi-chee wei-yun xin- seen-me-tze khang
(yun xin and tze khang were 2 of the new friends i met that night)

tze khang-yun xin-me-kean-shengwa-seen-chee wei-kk-half kengsern
(kk, another new friend i met that night)

i kinda hated the sofa at maison, it was so awkward and i didn't know how to sit so that i could spare some space for others. the decoration at maison wasn't that bad. for me, it was kinda spacious and it has a balcony facing the DJ. but the musics were lousy and i didn't enjoy the musics very much.

me-yun xin-chee wei-seen-kk
(we took this picture at the balcony when everyone was passing by, like nobody's business. we tried sooooo many times fitting our faces into the camera screen. the fact has proven that kk and my face are too big. we should start dieting now!
ps: i likey this picture very much)

that night, we saw a lot of transexuals in maison(no offence to them). they were even sexier than us, the ladies. i salute them!

after the countdown to 2009 at the dance floor, we went back to our lame sofa and hang out there until we left the club. we drank and danced to the max. almost everyone who went that night commented that i was drunk and out of my mind. only seen and chee wei knew i wasn't drunk. i was high and happy. hey! it was the first day of 2009, cheer up and be merry!!! to seen and chee wei, thanks bro!

chee wei-seen-me

ps: going to club doesn't make me a bad person :)
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