a brand new start

First week of the new semester is gone. It's the fifth day of the week and I have been busy for the past 5 days. I have no idea what I was busy with but it's definitely nothing much related to studies.
People always said that a brand new start is absolutely going to be a good start. I had a really bad start, to be frank. My life is full of randomness and boredomness. Life is full of unexpected things. I guess this is what makes life interesting and fun. Humans have the tendency to expect something good in their life, but all the times, things don't go the way as humans have expected. Humans are weak. I guess nobody can withstand all the unexpected things occuring in their life all the time. Recently, I got so tired from the things happening in my life. I can't help but to say that I'm still not fully charged after a 2-month-break. I really need another break, an extended break.

I wish I could be a total stranger in a brand new place. I wish I could wipe away all the past memories from my mind. I wish I had no feelings so others couldn't hurt me. I wish I people could stop mention or even ask me about my past. Then , I could really survive.

I'm tired with inconsiderate people I met. I'm tired with the unjust things in my life. I'm tired with the rumours from everywhere. I'm tired with the people who judge others. I'm tired with the obligations in my position. God has planned everything in our life but why are we the one responsible with everything related to us?