I want a new life

It has been 2 and a half month since my dad passed away. Suddenly, at this moment, I have this thought. I want a new life !!!

I comprehend that I am the only person who can decide how my future's going to be. I am the only person who have the right to choose to be happy, to fill my life with bliss. The reason why I wrote it here is because I want those blog readers to be my witness, to bless me for my decision : to be happy.

I certainly know that it's not easy to heal from such painful experience. You only need 1 second to hurt yourself but it takes years for the scar to heal. I really hope I can get through this. I have been hiding myself in my shelf for 2 months and now I want to throw away this shelf and live in the light. I refuse to live in darkness anymore, I want to feel the warmth of the light. I want to absorb all the goodness from the light. I want to be happy and cheerful, like I used to be, ages ago...


I had a presentation just now. I did quite well, I presumed =)
Most of my friends said that I did well. I think this is a very good start. An indicator, telling me that I will be lucky and fortunate in no time.

My brother just bought a car recently. Although it's not a new car, I can tell that he's really happy about his car. Of course he is, he bought his dream car, a black-coloured Honda City. Hope to show you guys the car soon. Even I myself haven't seen his car yet. My sister is getting her bonus this month and she has planned to buy a massage chair for my mum. I'm kinda relieved to see that my siblings have moved on. They've accepted the incident well. oh Yeah, my sister has planned to buy a house in PJ next year or the year after next. She told me about this. We can't wait to bring our mum to KL to stay with us. I really don't like leaving my mum alone in Johor. I sincerely, truly and deeply hope that this is a will-come-true-plan.

I went to my course night last Friday. It's a little boring but I kinda enjoyed it. I paid 28 bucks for the night and I ate a lot. I skipped my lunch that afternoon and had tonnes of food during the course night. Don't laugh at my stupidity or my childishness or my kiam-sapness. I was glad I did that and feel proud at it. I didn't plane to attend the course night at the first place, then my friend successfully persuaded me. So, I paid and went. A senior invited me for a dance that night, took a few photos and most importantly, I ate a lot. I also get to chit chat with Ing Hua, my coursemates and meet my direct senior, my direct junior and my super direct junior. It was an interesting night after all. Let the pictures do the talking here...

siew yeng a.k.a hao po and me


me...posing alone *cheers*


ing hua, me and siew ching


soh huen and me


4th year dai ka jie and me


me and keng sern, ji mui style


my coursemates that had attended the course night

feel good to be young




souvenir for course night


my housemates wanted me to take a picture after the course night

phing may, my housemate and moi

I did some shopping at Times square before attending the course night. I bought a lot of things and spent about 200 bucks. Anyway, I think it's money well spent =)

my attire for course night


3 pairs of earrings-only 10 bucks !!!


a pair of black shoes-20% off !!!!


a stylish sling bag

Really hope that I can go to Mid Valley this Friday. I want to shop and catch a movie. I hope Transformers is still available, I'm anticipating to watch this movie.

Btw, I am getting a new mp3 soon. Sorry, gal. I'm not getting the sony mp3. It doesn't have a cool look. I went to sony centre and test use it already. I'm getting a samsung mp3. Let you have a look when i got it !!!!

cool mp3...fewww vit