i hate this !!!

my result for the last final was out recently. Man, i hate this. I was so disappointed at my result. I hate being such a mediocre at studies. I used to be a straight A student except for my SPM since my UPSR. Once I commenced my studies in uni, everything went wrong. Well, everything goes wrong. It's just not right. I worked hard all the while, but what I've got is not what I'm supposed to get. For the first time in uni, I got a C+. Do you know how serious it is to get a C+??? Even though i did well for other subjects, my pointer would get affected by the C+ tremendously. I got a C+ for my statistics. I was so good at maths all the while and now that I got C+ for something I was good at, I really have nothing to say. It kinda spoil my 21st birthday already.

Let's just admit it. Maybe I overestimated myself. Maybe I am freaking bad in my maths. Maybe I'm just not suitable in engineering field. I think I'm the worst chinese student in my course. *sob sob sob