it's all about me, myself and my stuffs !

December 18, 2007

asian idol

asian idol is finally over now...i am soooooooooo disappointed with the results. hady won the first asian idol???????? excuse me... i think he's the worst singer of the night, ok. i think every comment paul moss and ken gave him were correct and straight to the point. jacklyn victor should have won the asian idol. she was the best of the best that night. no one can sings better than her.

this is the second song sang by jac



nevertheless, i prefer the version that she sang during malaysian idol. she is already an international star whether or not she win the asian idol. this is the first time i feel proud to be a malaysian, i'm proud because of jac, of course. just love her powerful voice so much. i thought even if jac didn't win, mike could win this but mana tau, it turned up to be the 'cute-sy' hady, haiz...

December 16, 2007

a light from heaven


this picture was taken in Bali, Indonesia. what a breathtaking view...

December 2, 2007

yellow colour


YELLOW is the warna diraja Malaysia

YELLOW is the official colour for BERSIH

YELLOW is the official colour for Digi Guy


YELLOW is the Simpsons' skin colour

what does YELLOW means to you????

i hate perverts!!!

I met a pervert a few days ago. No one will ever understand my feelings unless she has met one. Scared, traumatized, insecure, darkness…these are what I felt. I somehow managed to save my ass before the pervert do anything to me. The whole incident was like a nightmare. I don’t want to recall the painful memories of the whole the incident, I hope you guys won’t ask me how it happened. I consider myself very fortunate for I noticed something amiss before anything happened to me. I screamed for my life when I saw the pervert and he ran away before someone came to help. I was sure that pervert was a malay guy. I wasn’t able to stand on my feet at that time.

I was under control after a few moments. That is the moment I started to curse the pervert. I cursed his family for 18 generations, I cursed that a car would run over him when he crossed the street, I cursed that he would be choked to death when he was eating, I cursed that he would be struck by lightning during rainy days, and I cursed that he would be barren forever. I was bad, wasn’t I? Then a verse from the Scripture came to my mind: love your enemies. I knew I was wrong, I have sinned for cursing others…later, I stopped cursing but I started to complain and scold the pervert. Why does this incident happen to me? What the heck? Why? Why? Why? I was on the edge of explosion whenever I think of this.

I put the blame on the society. The society was so corrupted, full of darkness.

I put the blames on those perverts. Why do perverts exist in this world? Those perverts can choose not to be perverts and stop peeping on others. What is so fantastic about peeping on others and becoming a pervert?

I put all the blames on the polices. All they know is just giving summonses to the citizens. All they know is just having road blocks. All they know is just pretending to be concerned about the society while in reality, they aren’t that concern after all. Aren’t we supposed to be committed to what we do once we take up the responsibilities?

The feeling of helplessness is really unbearable and uncomfortable.

November 21, 2007

a day out

i went out to Mid Valley today. i reached there around 12 p.m. i went to U2, G2000, topman shop, metrojaya, People's and Pdi to look for formal shirt as a birthday present for my beloved brother. found something nice though. after that, i went to mph bookstore. wanted to buy books on self-motivation but i could not made up my mind so i didn't buy anything. i was supposed to meet KF at 3 p.m. but he reached early and so we met at 1 p.m.

after that, we went to buy movie tickets. we watched bee movie. it was an entertaining, hilarious, fun, cute and nice movie.

this is barry, the main character in this movie. cute and young...

this was the graduation of the bee class at 9.15 a.m. sitting beside barry was his friend, Adam.
they spent 3 days for primary school, 3 days for high school and 3 days for college and boom...that was their graduation. it was a bit exaggerating.

this is vanessa, a florist. barry kinda fell in love with her. actually vanessa saved barry from being killed by Ken (vanessa's friend). bees were forbidden to talk to human. in order to express his gratitude towards vanessa, barry started to talk with vanessa.

from left was Adam, barry's dad, barry's mom and barry's uncle, uncle carl. uncle carl was dating a cricket. barry's dad worked as a stirrer in the Hexagon and he was extremely proud with his job. *lol*

these were the jocks. they worked outside the bee hive, Hexagon to collect nectar and do some pollination work.

later barry found out that the human beings eat honey and he considered it as stealing from the bee colony. bees use honey as their shampoo, hair gel, food, everything single thing! he was extremely upset and filed a suit against the human beings. the trial of the century, as it was defined in the movie *lol*

this is the attorney representing the humans, mr mongomery. he's a bad ass !

the cute-sy barry

after we got the tickets, we went to sushi king for lunch ! KF insisted to treat me sushi but i felt paiseh and he told me to pay the movie tickets in return. i was so happy that someone treated me sushi. i LOVE sushi. we had set meals and some sushi ~ fresh salmon from the ocean and baby octopus. KF said the octopus were just babies and sudah kena tangkap. kelian...lol. then we sat and chatted for a while. we went to guitar shop as well. KF, you are really a guitar freak ! i have only one, and you have 4 ! later, we went to movie and later shop a while before we got back. on the way back, a promoter gave me a perfume stick and i thought i would be a good idea to give my brother a perfume rather than a shirt. pening pening...

i took ktm back. in ktm, i gave my seat to an old uncle. i feel so proud of myself yet happy at the same time for being able to help. i am a good girl after all =)


Whoopi Goldberg said~~~

We're here for a reason.
I believe a bit of the reason is to throw little torches out to lead people through the dark

what have i done so far??

holidays kinda started on monday, precisely at 2.30 p.m. holidays commenced 'officially' once i finished my last paper. syok sendiri...so basically, yesterday was my second day of holidays. i woke up as early as 7.30 a.m. i intended to sleep until noon so i can have brunch (2 meals altogether so i need not to think what to eat and save all the time travelling, chewing and biting). so, there i was. after daily prayer, i started to surf the net. read others blog, watched youtube, chatted with my friends. in the afternoon, i intived 2 of my friends for McD coz i was seriously and pathetically craving for McD. one of my friends kinda created a scene at McD and three of us laughed as if we were crazy.
hui san, stacey and i went to McD together.

part of the conversation:
me: you order first la...i'm still thinking what to eat
hui san: okok. emm...saya nak 2 banana pie dan 1 teh o ais limau
me: (i stared at her, wide my eyes wide open) teh o ais limau??? (mamak ar???)
cashier: ok...har? teh o ais limau?? iced lemon tea ar???
hui san: eh !! ya ya, iced lemon tea
stacey and i laughed and hui san laughed along. i was like...walao eh...teh o ais limau...=.=

we ate and chatted for almost an hour and then we went back.

as i was driving back, i saw one black garbage bag by the roadside. i thought i saw something inside, i meant it contained something. then the thought of murdered bodies kept inside garbage bag and dumped at the roadsides came to my mind. i was thinking, serious ka? then i thought of nurin's case...i had goose bump all over my body. i quickly focused back on the road. i am not that adventurous and i don't have any detective-born-talent for that kinda stuff. i guess i was bored and started to think of something nonsense.

later in the evening, i went out again to help my friend with her stuff. one of the hostel in ukm wants the students to clear up all their stuffs during the semester break due to some reasons. actually, the principle wants to rent all the rooms out during the semester break, so adsurb. my friend has no place to put her stuffs, so i offered her my help. after that, we ate our dinner at sungai chua. from my house, i was supposed to turn left, left and right at 3 junctions. i turned left, left, left instead and ended up i went through the wrong road. then my instinct told me i was on the wrong track and with my 'wits' and 'great sense for directions', i got back onto the right track again. (actually i suck at directionz)

i wanted to have pork noodles but it was closed and we ended up eating curry. curry was just nice for a cold weather. it was drizzling outside...we had a great time having meals together. i found that we have the same interest and things and people that we dislike. finally, i found someone who could really understand me. she knows what i like and what i dislike(both people, food and surroundings). we have exactly the same opinions and ways of thinking. i am truly grateful to have her...

at night, i did some serious stuff, not to be revealed until the day arrives...hehe.

recently, i visited a blog by a photographer. i am amazed at his techniques on shooting those nice pictures. he traveled so many places and i am jealous of him. i wish i could do something like what he has done and not studying engineering, some serious stuff. commit a small mistake and you'll blow the factory to debris. here's the link
Rick Wezenaar Photography

i read papers online an hour ago and i found that the government has a plan on building canal city that costs rm 3 billion, the sole reason is to store water for consumption in selangor. i don't know whether it's a good idea or another wan kat project. so far, most of them have been disappointing... enough for projects by govenrment. i don't want get my ass caught and kept in prison.

getting ready for a 'quest' to MV...

November 20, 2007

okra

friend: do you like okra?
me: okra? what's that?
friend: okra...as in lady's fingers...
me: oh, really...(stupified expression + paiseh)

i didn't know lady's finger is also called okra. so embarassing !!!


this is an okra.

this is okra flowers. hey ! okra flowers, you are some kinda 'hot chicks' huh? *lol*

still a picture of okra...

November 19, 2007

stardusty...

finally, i finished my exams today. i am happy yet worried at the same time. i am worried in the sense that i scared i might fail all the subjects and have to retake everything. no! i don't want to fail, even one subject. so long for worries...i tend to not to think about it. i hope everything will go well and end well, too * cross my fingers and pray hard*

immediately after my exam, i went to jusco at balakong with a friend of mine, a very dear friend of mine. we had great time window shopping together, had meals together and watched a movie together. it's all about togetherness and having fun, hehe. there were a few times when i almost bought a few stuffs but being prevented by my friend *lol*

i suggested that we went for a movie and i suggested to watch Stardust. it's a nice movie, after all. full of adventures, journeys, nice views and leng cai & leng lui actors and actresses. the story line is very good, at least for me. in my opinion, the actors and actresses can make the movie more interesting, but they didn't. i just felt something amiss in the movie. i give 8 over 10 la...hehe.
the movie is about a young man named Tristan (Charlie Cox) who tries to win the heart of Victoria (Sienna Miller), the beautiful but cold object of his desire, by going on a quest to retrieve a fallen star. His journey takes him to a mysterious and forbidden land beyond the walls of his village. On his odyssey, Tristan finds the star, which has transformed into a striking girl named Yvaine (Claire Danes). However, Tristan is not the only one seeking the star. Lord Stormhold's (Peter O'Toole) three living sons not to mention the ghosts of their four dead brothers all need the star as they vie for the throne. Tristan must also overcome the evil witch, Lamia (Michelle Pfeiffer), who needs the star to make her young again. As Tristan battles to survive these threats, encountering a pirate named Captain Shakespeare (Robert De Niro) and a shady trader named Ferdy the Fence (Ricky Gervais) along the way, his quest changes. He must now win the heart of the star for himself as he discovers the meaning of true love.
Tristan only got more handsome in the mid of movie. his hair in the beginning of the movie, with center parting, really...so OUT. i was shocked to see how his hair style could changed his degree of handsome-ness. and Claire Danes was really pretty in the movie. everything was almost perfect!

the fallen star, Yvaine (Tristan pronounced her name as Yvonne in the beginning of the movie, so funny)

Tristan found Yvaine, he treated her like a slave and chained her up. it was night and Tristan told Yvaine to go to sleep but Yvaine said she is a star and can she sleep at night, funny funny

this is a unicorn sent by the others stars in the sky to help the fallen star from being captured by Lamia, the wicked witch (i didn't know the director was going that far to make up a unicorn)

this is the Wall which the people from the village is forbidden to cross over. there was an old man guarding it. he could fight really well !

this is the inn or more to a trap to trap Yvaine. it was build on a spell casted by Lamia. my mouth was wide open when i saw this scene. cool stuff !

one of the breath-taking views in this movie ! wow !

this were the ghosts in this film. they really made up loads of funny scenes. lol

Yvaine and Tristan started to fall in love with each other...

Yvaine and Tristan are running for their life from Lamia...

i spent my RM 7 well. haha. after the movie, we went back straight.
lemme see, wednesday going to MV to shop again. friday going to the curve to shop again. tuesday help my friend with her stuff and have dinner together. thursday going to my sister's house and packing a bit. wow! busy busy busy...
exams stuffs are at the back on my mind now! holidays will be fun, i presume.
can't wait to see my mum...





November 13, 2007

secret

this is the melody i like the most in this movie...

November 10, 2007

so wild...

mum: ah mei ar...where are you?
me: i'm at home. why call me at this hour?
mum: don't go out today ar...
me: why? what is happening?
mum: em...no la...
me: what? tell me...
mum: you didn't read papers today ar?
me: no. why?
mum: there's some government meeting going on in KL. some parties disagreed with the outcome or something like that. there might be an outcry happening somewhere. so, don't go out ya
me: oh...okok
mum: so, just stay at home ya...

what's happening again? after i hung up, i quickly went to the star's website and read the news. then, i came to comprehend the whole thing. there were some opposition parties and the government...some crisis happened and i wasn't clear what was it about.
sigh...the world has become so wild and dangerous. demonstrations, landlord's daughter was being raped, a transvestite was strangled to death, floods all over malaysia, a man claimed himself as Ayahanda Gunung Ledang (claimed that he has resurrected for 9 times...some 'wan kat' guy), wanita umno complaining air asia's uniform for air stewardesses are too 'revealing', and etc. all these news have caused havoc in malaysia.

malaysia was once a very peaceful country to live in. now...it isn't good at all. no peace at all. i feel so unsafe. even being myself and playing my own role (in other word, mind my own businesses) isn't sufficient to get myself out of trouble. it's hard to say...who knows, right? if someone detonated a bomb and the bomb somehow happened to hit me and i died on the spot...that's the end of my life*touchwood*.what is the purpose to live in darkness????
who can tell me what will happen tomorrow??? at least i can prepare a funeral for myself. i really really really feel so insecure...

November 8, 2007

just for fun


folks, guess which foot is mine???

i'm too bored...just bear with me...

November 2, 2007

Khalil Fong


方大同, also known as Khalil Fong is a chinese male singer. i accidentally discovered his songs a few days ago and started to fall in love with him. he can play the guitar, drum and piano. he writes and composes his own songs too. undeniably, he is one talented guy. his songs are super nice. it's very relaxing just by listening to his songs. i've been 'eight'ing around his profiles and found that he started his singing career since he was 4 years old. his parents brought him to a movie when he was 4 and this movies ignited him to commence his singing career. what good parents he has !!! besides that, he can speak perfect mandarin, cantonese and english. wow, i can't do that !!! he admires Michael Jackson quite a lot and sometimes, you can see that he has some Micheal Jackson's moves. enough with the bragging now. i've attached some of his videos below. enjoy !!!

one of my favourite!!!


蘇麗珍

justin and khalil are undeniably good live performance singers. he's one of my favourite HK male singer after justin =) this video is abit not in order. just listen to how they sang and ignore the video. sorry, couldn't find any better live performance video by khalil...


側田&方大同 - 我不是好人/蘇麗珍/water runs dry


歌手與模特兒

October 30, 2007

simple greatness of the great God














"Whatever your cross,

Whatever your pain,

There will always be sunshine,

After the rain...

Perhaps you may stumble,

Perhaps even fall,

But God's always ready,

To answer your call...

He knows every heartache,

Sees every tear,

A word from His lips,

Can calm every fear...

Your sorrows may linger,

Throughout the night,

But suddenly vanish,

In dawn's early light...

The Savior is waiting,

Somewhere above,

To give you His grace,

And send you His love...

Whatever your cross,

Whatever your pain,

God always sends rainbows...

After the rain!"

October 29, 2007

first day of exam

finally, the first day of exam is over. another 3 papers left. thank God that i did ok for my papers today. my brain was totally blank the moment i stepped into the exam hall. i actually thought i would flunk my first 2 papers. luckily, my performance was satisfactory. i've never been this anxious before when i want to sit for exams...nevertheless, it's over now and i need to put my focus on the next 3 papers.

i left my mail box unchecked for almost 3 weeks, frankly, it was loaded and i did some job on clearing it a bit just now. i receive this from my friend

cute, isn't it????

ahh....babies, toddlers, kids...how nice it is to be one of them. no worries, no need to sit for exams, no need to think what to do next. so syiok to be a small kid.

i went to play squash just now. i'm having aches all over my body. haven't worked out for almost half a year. feel so good...got myself unstressed, sweat a lot and most importantly, lose some calories. lol. i certainly love playing squash coz i can exercise without having to be under the sun, and i can have the whole court, all by myself. muahahaha....


i hope i can be like her some day....i mean them.

it's almost the end of this sem, a boring, super not fun and tiring semester.
it was just when a new semester started and now it's almost the end. time flies supersonically, undeniably. human gets older, i get older, becoming a lao gu po.

wah! lao tai po ah !!!

nothing much to do these days unless study. wasting my youth away with studies, assignments and projects. then working in society, then get married, get old and die. sigh, a human life, like a straight line. no surprises, no anticipation. life is still the same no matter how big my dreams are. got to get back to study now, 3 more papers to go. i hope i can survive til end of the exams!!!

October 16, 2007

first week of study week

DAMMIT!!!!!
oh ! i'm on the edge of explosion. someone set me up!!!!! i am being set up !!!!!! how dare she did this to me!!!!!!!!! was i too slow to perceive?? do i look idiot enough to be set up by someone???? DAMMIT!!!! come and zhek chau with me, if you are good enough and don't something obnoxious behind me, you crazy fella !!! get out of my life!!!!!

it has been more than a week since study week started. i haven't completed even one subject. my state now
0% confidence
100% no mood


i dare not to think how difficult the exam is going to be and what i will get in a few months from now. sleeping late in the wee hours everyday and waking up during lunch time...that's my life now. so unmotivated and feel so useless. i know i'm very far behind in getting A for all the subjects. well, i can't expect much with the knowledge for every subject i have now. i guess i'm a
90% dreamer and 10% doer ...



i have been listening to Chris Daughtry's Home and i'm seriously in love with this song. He's not bad, at all. it feels good just listening to this song. i haven't really listened to all the songs in this album but i will give it a try.
the cover looks nice, isn't it?
actually Christopher Adam Daughtry is an American rock guitarist, singer and songwriter who is the lead vocalist of Daughtry, a band he formed in 2006. He is also known as the fourth-place finalist on the highly publicized fifth season of American Idol.
cool, isn't he??



i went to yum cha with gal and alice the other day and something fun happened, well, maybe it's not fun but i would say it's kinda annoying. gal made oreo cheese cake and gave us a treat. i didn't want to say this, but i have to...gal, you need to improve your skill. anyway, i appreciate your effort and hope to have more from you in the future. back to the story i want to tell. we were chatting all the way and suddenly a guy came. these are some of our conversation (in chinese, of course):

guy: miss ar, what are you eating ar? i feel curious le, can i have some?? (what a lousy pick-up line)
i looked and him and turned away. i felt reluctant to talk to him.
guy: miss ar (he walked to our table). what is this ar? (his friends were laughing at him)
i looked at gal, then gal replied
gal: cake.
guy: oh i see. can i have some ar? i love to eat and i like to try new things
gal: this is oreo cheese cake. a failed one...
alice and i remained silence
guy: oreo cheese cake? what lai de?
i was thinking, this guy seriously don't understand english
the guy kept persuading gal to give him a bite and alice and i kept quiet and refused to talk to him. after much persuasion, finally gal him a slice of it. he got what he wanted. i thought he would leave and gave us some peace. mana tau, he took a chair and sat down and started to talk to us. i was like 'walao eh'.
guy: what's ur name ar?
he threw this question to me. i didn't answer him and looked away.
guy: what's ur name ar? (he asked gal)
gal: my name is ah gal
guy: oh. i'm a boy. where do you guys live har?

i was like, huh, what the...and obviously, we live in segamat
he started to ask us a lot of questions. i didn't answer him even one question. alice and i started to chat among ourselves and only ah gal entertained this guy. he distributed his name card and demanded us to call him.
finally, after being bothered for almost half an hour, he left with his friends. we will never call him...we are just not interested.
thank God for the peace we had regained.

well, nothing much has really happened during this first week of study week. get back to study now !!!

October 5, 2007

Reader's Digest study says Finland best for living

The Nordic countries are the world's greenest and, despite the cold winters, Finland is the best country to live in, according to a Reader's Digest study released on Friday.

Finland was followed by Iceland, Norway, Sweden and Austria.

"Finland wins high marks for air and water quality, a low incidence of infant disease and how well it protects citizens from water pollution and natural disasters," the study said.

The United States was 23rd on the list of 141 countries, Britain was 25th and China 84th. Nations at the bottom of the table were all African.

Stockholm scored as the best city to live in out of 72 major metropolitan hubs, followed by Oslo, Munich and Paris. Four German cities won a spot in the top 10 list. New York was 15th and London 27th.

The dirtiest cities were in Asia, with Beijing, host of next summer's Olympic, at the bottom because of its air pollution.

The study was conducted by U.S. environmental economist Matthew Kahn, who looked at issues such as quality of drinking water and greenhouse gas emissions as well as factors such as education and income.

adapted from the star

something about finland...


finland in winter time

finland in autumn time

finland is in...the world