first week of study week

DAMMIT!!!!!
oh ! i'm on the edge of explosion. someone set me up!!!!! i am being set up !!!!!! how dare she did this to me!!!!!!!!! was i too slow to perceive?? do i look idiot enough to be set up by someone???? DAMMIT!!!! come and zhek chau with me, if you are good enough and don't something obnoxious behind me, you crazy fella !!! get out of my life!!!!!

it has been more than a week since study week started. i haven't completed even one subject. my state now
0% confidence
100% no mood


i dare not to think how difficult the exam is going to be and what i will get in a few months from now. sleeping late in the wee hours everyday and waking up during lunch time...that's my life now. so unmotivated and feel so useless. i know i'm very far behind in getting A for all the subjects. well, i can't expect much with the knowledge for every subject i have now. i guess i'm a
90% dreamer and 10% doer ...



i have been listening to Chris Daughtry's Home and i'm seriously in love with this song. He's not bad, at all. it feels good just listening to this song. i haven't really listened to all the songs in this album but i will give it a try.
the cover looks nice, isn't it?
actually Christopher Adam Daughtry is an American rock guitarist, singer and songwriter who is the lead vocalist of Daughtry, a band he formed in 2006. He is also known as the fourth-place finalist on the highly publicized fifth season of American Idol.
cool, isn't he??



i went to yum cha with gal and alice the other day and something fun happened, well, maybe it's not fun but i would say it's kinda annoying. gal made oreo cheese cake and gave us a treat. i didn't want to say this, but i have to...gal, you need to improve your skill. anyway, i appreciate your effort and hope to have more from you in the future. back to the story i want to tell. we were chatting all the way and suddenly a guy came. these are some of our conversation (in chinese, of course):

guy: miss ar, what are you eating ar? i feel curious le, can i have some?? (what a lousy pick-up line)
i looked and him and turned away. i felt reluctant to talk to him.
guy: miss ar (he walked to our table). what is this ar? (his friends were laughing at him)
i looked at gal, then gal replied
gal: cake.
guy: oh i see. can i have some ar? i love to eat and i like to try new things
gal: this is oreo cheese cake. a failed one...
alice and i remained silence
guy: oreo cheese cake? what lai de?
i was thinking, this guy seriously don't understand english
the guy kept persuading gal to give him a bite and alice and i kept quiet and refused to talk to him. after much persuasion, finally gal him a slice of it. he got what he wanted. i thought he would leave and gave us some peace. mana tau, he took a chair and sat down and started to talk to us. i was like 'walao eh'.
guy: what's ur name ar?
he threw this question to me. i didn't answer him and looked away.
guy: what's ur name ar? (he asked gal)
gal: my name is ah gal
guy: oh. i'm a boy. where do you guys live har?

i was like, huh, what the...and obviously, we live in segamat
he started to ask us a lot of questions. i didn't answer him even one question. alice and i started to chat among ourselves and only ah gal entertained this guy. he distributed his name card and demanded us to call him.
finally, after being bothered for almost half an hour, he left with his friends. we will never call him...we are just not interested.
thank God for the peace we had regained.

well, nothing much has really happened during this first week of study week. get back to study now !!!