my most luxurious gift got stolen

yesterday was the 2nd worst day in my life...so far la...

i sat for my exam yesterday morning. the exam was quite ok. i was happy that all the questions were more to theory and not calculation. i really didn't prepare much for this paper. got so lazy and unmotivated lately. was sleeping more than usual while i was studying for this paper. anyhow, i kinda know how to answer this paper. can't say that i did well, but O O K K lar...

after the exam, i took ktm to KL to settle my payment for part-time job. i parked my car at the ktm station, not illegal parking but a decent parking area for UKM students.

1. toyota
2. ford ranger
3. my wira
4. kancil

after securely locking my car, i went off freely. got a train to KL, and settled my payment at office. after i gao tim-ed my stuff at office, i went to MV to meet yuli. i had sushi king with yuli and we had great time hang out together. after that, i went to watch Wall-E alone as yuli had to get back to church.

Wall-E was good. suitable for small kids. kinda enjoyed the movie also la. i am an anime lover, so you can expect me to like this kind of movie.

after movie, i rushed back to UKM as i need to fetch Sohuen to meet Siew Ching at steamboat restaurant. planned to celebrate Siew Ching's birthday. i reached UKM around 7 p.m.
i was so happy as i got to hang out with my friends later on. i felt so free. was running to get my car as i was quite late already. felt like flying coz i was happy.

when i reached the parking area, i didn't see my car.

my first thought was, did i forget where i park my car?
so i searched the parking area thoroughly. BUT I FOUND NOTHING.
i started pressing my remote control and I HEARD NOTHING.
AND I REALISED that my car was stolen.
i called my sister and she told me to find a friend to get me accompanied first.
so i called Sohuen and asked her to come with her bf to fetch me first. then we went to kajang police station.
i reported to the police.
there was one police officer, a woman. so rude...
she told me to estimate the current market price for my car, i said i didnt know. she told me i need to give an appropriate amount as it will help when i claim for my insurance in the future. then i said, i want to ask my friend first. she replied, " agak je, takkan tak tau?! bukan nak harga tepat, agak la!" i was like, hey, scumbag, my car got stolen, you need to thank God that i didnt cry and was calm to asnwer all your stupid, ridiculous, sound-retarded question. not sympathetic at all. ANOTHER SCUMBAG/IDIOT person i met in life.
my house key was in the car and it got stolen as well. i couldnt get the geran as it was at my house. i couldnt give the police officer my geran that time. she said," you tak de geran, kami tak boleh buat apa-apa. you bagi geran dulu baru kami proceed."
she didnt even tell me how the procedure goes and all. SHIT HER.
called my housemate and inquire whether they were still in. SHIT THEM. no body picked up my call. finally, after a dozen of calls, one replied and said that she was in. i asked whether i could borrow her key as i want to duplicate the key and she said you couldnt wait til monday meh..i was like, monday...everyone went back to their hometown, who will open the door for me??!!
NO BRAIN!!!
i cried for 5 minutes last night when my mom called me...i was so sad la...last gift from my dad. my most luxurious gift, my most precious gift in my life, maybe....

my book, calculator, Bro's water bottle, files, notes, lab coat, sunglasses, classic casette, a half tank of fuel..all gone. SHIT THE THIEF.

when i was quite composed, i wrote down the list of to do things and to buy things...SHIT THE THIEF for making my life miserable...

I FEEL LIKE CURSING

I FEEL LIKE THROWING ROTTEN EGGS AT THE POLICE OFFICER

I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING

I FEEL LIKE CUTTING EVERYTHING I SEE INTO 2 PIECES

I FEEL LIKE KICKING ALL THE ASSES I SEE

kena tagged by shengwa

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 1631
Name: Sam
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 4 or 5 or 6
Height: self-claimed: 162 cm (some said i'm not that tall =(...)
Where do you live: i can be in 2 place at a time...muahahha (my mind and body are totally not united)

Have you ever
Been on a plane: nope...why this Q? makes me feel jakun
Swam in the ocean: play water by the beach got la
Fallen asleep at school: uncountable number of times
Broken someone's heart: nope
Fell off your chair: NEARLY!!
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: nope
Saved e-mails: sometimes...
What is your room like: an L-shape room...unique man
What's right beside you: my mouse and lappy la, ar then how to do this tag???????
What is the last thing you ate: KFC

Ever had
Chicken pox: yes....it got all over my body, even in the head (i meant inside my head)
Sore throat: frequently
Stitches: praise the Lord, nope!
Broken nose: again, praise the Lord, nope!

Do you
Believe in love at first sight: so far...tak berjaya la
Like picnics: nope. i don't enjoy being under the hot sun

Who was the last person
You danced with: chicken dance...emmm....cannot remember who
Last made you smile: haven't been smiling sincerely for a looooooooong time already
You last yelled at: lousy drivers i met while i was driving

Today did you
Talk to someone you like: i don't have anyone that i like right now
Kissed anyone: nope....
Get sick: nope
Talk to an ex: nope, don't even have an ex
Miss someone: i miss of important people in my life

Who do you really hate: those who brag, those who act like bitch, those who spoil my plan, those who got me on my nerves, eh....whatelse.....hmmmmm

Random
Is there a person who is on your mind now: not really
Do you like your hand-writing: yep! most artistic-looking handwriting on earth ever *big grins*
Are your toe nails painted: yes!! with 3 colours, navy blue, chilli red and nude brown
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: no one
What color shirt are you wearing now: sky blue
Are you a friendly person: yes =3
Do you have any pets: i am a pet myself...i need to be fed with food, water, music, anime; i need to be bathed; i need to get myself some sleep everyday...me alone is more than hassle already
Do you sleep with the TV on: nope
What are you doing right now: listening to some musics
Can you handle the truth: i'm trying hard here
Are you closer to your mother or father: i can only be close to my mom now
Do you eat healthy: eh...not really le...i feel guilty pulak >_<
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: NO EX!
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: my bed
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: depends
Are you confident: yep, although my eyes are small

5 things I was doing 10 years ago
1. day-dreamed
2. wasted too much time on tv
3. went to school
4. vice president of board of librarian
5. stayed at home after skool

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. go travel around the world
2. stay unemployed for years
3. buy nice cars (one for sister, one for my bro, and one for myself(i'm gonna sell my proton)) and houses (one for staying, a handful for investment, a few for charity)
4. bribe all those imigrant officers so that i could migrate
5. save in the bank *lamest thing to do*

5 of my bad habits
1. talk about releasing my excretta immediately after my meals in front of my frens and family =)
2. day-dreaming too much
3. watch too much anime
4. lazy to study
5. live an unmotivated life

5 places I am living in
1. the galaxy
2. sitting on my chair at this moment
3. planet earth
4. solar system
5. under the sky


5 people I tag
1. BFF- ah gal
2. yu li
3. nally
4. seen
5. irina

it has been a long time since i last updated my blog....
sounds a bit boring with this line already...hmmm....let's put it this way

wassup dude....
check it out!!
LOL

am overstressed and got crazy already...
haih....have been doing project and thesis all these while. no time for myself and to enjoy life.
this is what happened when you are in your final year.
sigh...been spending lotsa time on my project but couldn't solve the problem, others thought i contributed nothing at all...people always see things by its cover, never thoroughly. sigh...put in so much effort also no use, nobody will know.

from this period of busyness, i noticed 2 major problems among myself and my coursemates.

1. we tend to be very scared to take risk. at least myself. while doing project, i was too scared to make daring assumption. i was scared to make mistake. maybe i wanted everything to be perfect w/o any ammendment to be done to my work, but it's impossible. humans always fall while they are learning how to walk. besides that, we are lack of ideas, lack of determination to learn before doing anything, lack of confidence, and lack of basic knowledges.
   
2. i found that some of them are really really dependent and not proactive at all. i mean, we are already at our fourth year, but some are depending wholly on the lecturers to solve their problems. only know how to complain, blame, and not looking at themselves. looking at their weaknesses and take advantage to improve themselves, to reach a higher level. i did what i can as a student, as an adult but always get scolding by some because i was too busybody. hey, 22 years old already, some are even 23, be more mature, do you need orders to do even a small thing?

i'll never inititate anything in the class anymore. playing my role to complement lecturers' is treated as futile by others. sometimes, i feel so stupid for all the hassle i have done. sigh...

it's really not easy to stand firm with your principle and your thoughts. there are always someone to pull you down.
how should i glorify the Mighty One with my life???


has been blurred with my project and thesis. i don't want to be blur anymore...tonight, i will clarify all the blur things and make everything clear!!
*be mong po no more!*
motivation is high again. this is the time where i make good use of my motivation to propel me to go even further. no one should affect my mood or the way i lead my life!!

before that...

got my hair cut last week.
me and my darling....long lost friend

my class picture, taken last week. this is the candid shot from shengwa's cam.
not everyone turned up though

that's all for now la...don't know what to write, dont want to make this post lengthy and boring
later...

so "cold"....

here i am wasting my time blogging again. haven't been blogging that frequent nowadays. thanks to my final year design project and my thesis. i just got another management project last week. phew...so hectic. feel like escaping and do nothing at all.

let's start with my thesis. my lecturer told us that we need to read AT LEAST 50 journals for the thesis writing. omg. i know, this is so normal for a uni student, but for me...it just blew me away. i'm still being blown up into the sky now....with all the scientific terms in the journals, dahlah basic in sciences and maths not good, english also not good, BM lagi not good (didn't use for a few years already), it takes me time to understand, then translate and write back the statementssss in BM using my own words. so time wasting, time consuming, "time eating". i've got no mood to do this...but i got this title, something related to pharmaceutical field, something i want to do other than oil and gas field, a got lecturer as my supervisor, something interesting...maybe i should put more effort rather than complaining....

one of my coursemates already secure a job in Schlumberger and this makes me nervous. i am beginning to get gan jeung over job finding. i scared that i cant get a job by the time i grad. i dont want this to happen. i need money to achieve goals. money is not everything, this is soooooooooo true but i cant do things/achieve my goalssssss without money. gosh, i'm so mata duitan already. only my family knows why i need those papers... there will be a walk-in interview by Intel this coming saturday, thought of going, but it's too far away and i'm not sure whether i'd like to work in semicon industry. afterall, my interests are in oil & gas and pharmaceutical field. sigh...still thinking...what should i do...
i heard my coursemates are already applying job in Shell...am i too slow or ignorant or dont give a damn or couldnt be bothered? sigh, i havent even start researching for potential companies...i'm so edgy over this matter...

today i was late to class again, thanks to KTM super first class service again. the delay...sigh, can't help it...second time man!

gotta read journalssss...til next time. wish me luck, folks.

my thesis title

Kajian Sifat-sifat Filem Konjac Glucomannan bagi Pembentukan Kapsul



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Study on Properties of Konjac Glucomannan (KGM) Film to form Hard Capsules

i got my first choice.
i got a good lecturer as my supervisor.
it seems difficult but i will get it done!
i am happy although i have to do the thesis in BM, but i will conquer it. language won't be a barrier for me in this case =)