grhhhh....what a jerk, dumped most of the things to me, to beautify, to wrap up. sigh...i wish there'll be peer assessment this time, so i can fail the jerk! i didn't regret for giving him low marks for the past peer assessment. he has some courtesy and manners to learn plus some attitude adjustment. being the youngest doesn't mean he to be such a snobbish person. i'm the youngest in my family too but at least, i know how to respect others and lift up others burden.
final exam is less than a month now. haven't even prepared 1% of the whole course. sigh...so much for getting good results this sem. i wish i could study, put aside all the presentations, all the problems and focus in my studies. don't know what is bothering me. just can't concentrate!
you'll be expecting this post to be full of complains...
don't even know what i wanna blog about. life is tiresome nowadays.
my friend asked me to help her write an essay just now. the purpose was to apply for job. i was like...what the heck? i'm not the one who wants to apply the job. why should i write for you.
sometimes, i wonder, am i too kind-hearted or what? always offer to do some trivial yet important work in a group. i am just thinking whether people have stepped over the line and take me for granted, which i don't like at all. but when i become more self-centered and do only what i am supposed to do, people will tend to think that i'm not contributive enough. sigh! don't know what am i supposed to do to fulfill others needs and my scope of responsibility. i think dying is a better choice above everything else.
oh yeah. was supposed to show off my engineering drawing to irina. haha.
my engineering drawing. haha. spent almost an hour to draw such a simple drawing. don't know whether the format is correct though.
arghhh...
went out to have sushi at sushi king with the girls yesterday. all the rice-based sushi was only at RM 2 per plate. 5 of us ate 33 plates. seemed a lot but i think it's normal. don't feel like blogging now. til next time...
went out to have sushi at sushi king with the girls yesterday. all the rice-based sushi was only at RM 2 per plate. 5 of us ate 33 plates. seemed a lot but i think it's normal. don't feel like blogging now. til next time...
4 comments:
sam, if u dont want to write the essay for ur friend, tell her u dont want. or make an excuse...dont burden urself when she is the one who's supposed to do it.
or be bad...screw her job app letter..hahaha *slaps slef* i shuold not teach u to stab ppl behind their backs..Lol.
in short, if u dont want, say No. =)
sam, yeah, i agree with patt there. i know that sometimes it's hard to say no, but it's good know your limits. =)
cheer up, yea.. I know this semester has been such a roller-coaster ride, and with the amount of projects we have and the different groups of people we met, it's no wonder that almost everyone I know had a breakdown of their own, me included! LoL.. But it helps to know that all these things are preparing us for the future.
=)
And, lastly, bout the autocad, hehe, very nice!! =) I dunno if you noticed, but what I drawn last time is dimension-less.. Haha.. I gotta edit it and had just gotten around to do it yesterday! LoL.. I do think that I always procrastinate things.. Huhu.. Really gotta improve on that.
Anyway, good luck yea.. We got less than 2 weeks to the first paper, so all the best!
patt, thanks for your teaching on how to say no. haha. i rejected her yesterday but she wrote it and asked me to check for her. yeah, i did check for her and spent at least half an hour doing that...
thanks irina for your support. i have been so emo lately, i guess due to those burdensome workloads as a student. still got another presentation next week. sigh. so idiot, presentation during study week. just wanna scream out loud. had been sleeping for the whole day. felt tired after completed sooooooooo many projects. dont even have mood to study now...triple sigh!
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