yet another unmotivated day

exam is just around the corner, yet i am still lazying around day-dreaming and doing nothing. it is a pain in the ass when you want to study but just can't concentrate. going back to johor tomorrow. i expect to spend another weekend without doing any revision. sigh...feel like i'm such a big failure.

i was just so motivated the other day. was doing everything at a great speed. yet, i became so slow since yesterday. i guess it was the project thingy. a few major projects are enough to use me up. don't know whether i could endure anything that is to come in the future. i need a revival. i need something new to motivate myself again. am feeling really really down these days.

am going to have my exam from 21 april til 2 may. rest for 3 days and will start my internship on 5 may. going to have my internship in UMW. am kinda anticipating this internship. don't know how well i can perform but i hope everything will turn out ok.

was watching winter sonata on you-tube the other day. the drama was produced 7 years ago. i didn't realise that this korean drama was this old until i read some of the comments by the viewer on you-tube. kinda missed it as it's the first korean drama that was broadcasted in malaysia tv. didn't have much opinion regarding this drama back then. this time around, i was thinking why would they make bae-yong-jun in this movie to lose his eye-sight at the end of the drama. was kinda sad though. anyhow, it was just a drama after all...
what caught my attention the most were the songs in this drama. mostly sang by Ryu, a korean singer. was google-ing about him on the web but i found that he kept himself a very low profile. it's very difficult to get his pic and info. i was so crazy with the songs in this drama and i bought an OST of winter sonata when this drama was aired on tv. LOL. that was the one and only original CD i bought so far. LOL. but, a song from this drama was missing from the CD. Ryu's moment. i got a link of this song in my blog, if you notice, it's on the upper right hand-side of my blog. was searching everywhere on the web to download this song. finally, after 2 days, i managed to get it downloaded from baidu. is it illegal? well...

ok la...enough for time-wasting in my dear blog. gotta go study now.

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