argh........you ??????? ?????? ??????? ??? ?? ? ?????. i hate you the most in this life. who am i cursing?? my group member for my competition...TAN SIEW KEAT. yeah, i cursed and scolded you in my blog. so what??????!!!!! what can you do to me??? slap me???...i'll sue you!
all in all, you are an ??????? and an imbecile. who are you to judge me??? it's true i complaint about you to most of my friends and also my family. so what??? why don't you try to look at yourself...being in the same group with you is the most regretful things that has ever happened in my life.
you tell me to say it out if i hated you. ok...well, if this is what you want.
I HATE YOU!!!
you always tell us to say out whatever dissatisfaction we have in you. but, every time, when we sit down and discuss, we just say that we think you are what what what. you started to deny all, giving all sorts of excuses. all in all, you still think you are noble and we just simply accuse you without being in your shoes. what is your real problem actually????!!! dah lah absent most of the time, being late. we just requested you to be cooperative and don't interrupt anything that is not related to you, you started to raise your voice, defending your stupid ass. gimme a break !!
if you are that good, all the 3 of us won't have any complaints about you.
you are even more despicable by threatening me with my relationship with God.
i can still remember what you said just now, in our second argument...sam, i swear i know that Christian can't tell lies. so, stop your act of lying to others.
this sentence really get me to my nerves and i'm on the edge of explosion. i didn't want to have this second argument, but this stupid asshole stopped me from walking away. how could he???
ok la, i tried to respect him by staying for a while to listen to what he has to tell me. then he started to complaint about my attitude and my facial expression when dealing with him. hey, i've already hated you since some time ago, how could i pretend to be nice to you???!!! this is like being a hypocrite...i lagi sinful lah!!!!
you were even trying to find prove and put all the blames on me. accused me back. what is your right to do that??? but in the end, everyone just can't help but to complaint about you. even that, i can tell that you still cannot accept other people's criticism.
fine! i don't want to further complaint about you or your attitude or whatever of yours. i'm just so furious that you accused me and complaint about me and raised your voice to me. my parents didn't even do that to me, what is your stand or right to do that???
ok...wasted so much of my energy on you...from now on, i don't want to give a damn about you or whatever you say. just tell everyone i have attitude problem, that i'm a bad christian...whatever...this is not true at all, i know what i'm doing and YOU just stay out of my life.
ps: to those 'kind-hearted' people who told him or going to tell him about me scolding him in my blog...just go ahead. i don't mind. i will just thank you for your busybodyness !
January 19, 2008
my anger
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hello sam..
hope you feel better soon k.. i won't comment much about this post, because have zero knowledge about it, so just want to wish you all the best for the coming competition k.. =)
when i'm angry/sad, i always release it in the form of writing, be it a blog post (just like you did), write a poem (yep, i wrote poems.. corny, isn't it? LoL), cry (seems to be doing that a lot nowadays), or just remember God. I know we are of different religion, but the core is still the same. Find the strength to face every day through our dedication to Him.
~ good luck, dear.
thanks rina. i'm soooo disappointed in him. but anyway, i won't care so much about him anymore, he's not even the least important in my life. i remember there was once where i also expressed my anger thru poem, just like u did. i also cried alot and cursed and complaint alot. i turn to God and that really give me peace. hope you'll find peace in your Allah~~
sam, i can feel ur anger. i know how it feels like, i know the best. sometimes, we need to meet some bad ppl in the path of our lives to learn to appreciate the good ppl around us. im glad to have found a good one. you. thanks a lot. i hope i wont waste any more tears on rubbish ppl. the same thing goes to u. chuck him aside.
thanks lim. i know who you are. i know you'll always support me. you be strong ya~~ i'll always support you too and be your forever-listener!
Like rina up there. I have no idea what's going on. But we are alike in this sense. When i don't like someone, I bitch about that person in my blog. I channel all my anger in my writings.
Anyways, I wish you all the best in the Chem-e-car competition. =)
thanks patt. i hope everything will go well soon, i mean soon
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