it's just another week

it's just another week, just another Sunday. nothing special, nothing important happened for the whole week. weekdays had been really hectic for me. i was rushing on assignments and projects then. i'm glad it's almost over. there'll be two presentations in a row next week and will head back to home on friday afternoon. there'll be 3 weeks for my final exams preparation and i really hope i can prepare well for this final and score better results. results for past semesters had been disappointing. i knew what i was doing, i have no idea why i couldn't score. sigh...getting less than 3.50 is the last thing on my don't-ever-happen-list. i'll be having tonnes of tuition classes with my student next week. i want to teach her in an express way, get my paid and leave for Johor, for my study weeks.

i went to my sister's place last friday. had a nice dinner with her at Oh! Sushi. we had loads of unagi and sashami, fresh ones. the food was nice but the service...ok, they were a bit slow. if you are expecting for various choices of sushi or have low budgets, i suggest Sushi King. after dinner, we went to American Watch. my sister bought me a Casio watch, 20% off. It was a great deal. the watch is super cool. it is my belated birthday present. i love my sis so much and feel sorry for her for she's spent a lot on me. after that we went for a movie preview, sponsored by her company ~ Resident Evil. it's emm...just not my kind of movie. the action was not that good, most of the scenes were disgusting, full of bloods and lotsa obnoxious-man-eating-beasts. i wouldn't recommend you this movie. i think it's not worth it to pay the amount to watch it in cinema. i also saw an ad on a movie, showing this december~ the golden compass. seems nice to me~adventurous, epic, fancy...will catch it if i have a chance. before i rendezvous my sis, i went shopping alone. got myself a purse, face cream and etc. i had fun !!!

i cried again this morning. i was thinking of my dad again. sigh...i'm so useless. i thought i got tougher, mana tau, still da same. hope i can put everything at the back of my mind and focus on my family. sometimes i just feel so useless. the elders said educations can make you achieve a lot in life. the thing is i don't feel i've achieved anything in this life. i can't even provide my family a better life, to be exact, i'm still wayyyyyyy very far from that. just another day of feeling useless and helpless.....