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September 14, 2007

cry...

i have no idea what's wrong with me. i was crying profusely during my maths class just now. stress ignited the whole dramatic scene of crying and the thoughts of my dad kept emerging in my mind made me cried continuously. the situation got worse when i thought of my dad who supported me unconditionally, the car my dad bought me, the hope my dad had in me, the faith my dad had in me, and everything that he had done for me. i guess most of my coursemates discovered that i was crying. it was so embarrassing but it can't be helped. tears kept coming down, the pain in my heart increased immensely. i still can't let go of my dad i.e. the fact that he's gone. how i wish i could be reunited with him now. some of my coursemates came to console me, but none prevail. none of them know why i was crying. i guess this is life. i think i'm going back to my own closet again. i think i am regaining my old life. the life when my dad left us.

1 comment:

Meng Her said...

Oredi told u tat ur dad always stay in ur heart .. just tat he can appear in front u ... U must stay happily & strong enough... Just tat only he will go wih peace ... Do things that make u happy k ? dont let ur 'dad', family & frens worry about u ...
if ppl bully u, tell me .. i go screw tat ppl... or go ppl saying u bad, just treat them singing lo... k?? nudge me or sms me k ?? will always be thr for u...