was listening to Fly.fm pagi show the other day. Phat Fabes and Ben were discussing about courtesy and being a gentleman. there were loads of feedback from the listeners such as calls and smses, especially from the guys.
the guys demand some gentleman-ness from us, the ladies like, we should open the door for them once in a while and pay for our own foods and stuffs. well, for me, it's partly true la coz we can't make other people to do something nice to us all the time, we must do something in return for others good deed once in while also la...there is time to be served and time to serve.
there was this one sms, it was super funny.
"if a guy opens the door of a car for a girl, it's either the car or the girl is new"
that was super funny. i was laughing like a maniac in my car with my hand hitting the steering wheel at the same time. at that time, i had already reached my fac and was sitting in my car listening to the show. some other students had arrived as well and i could tell what they were thinking~ is this girl mad??
anyway...LOL
April 24, 2008
a pool of saliva
life has been very hard to get by lately. am struggling all the time to study harder for this final exam.
i almost had a mental breakdown yesterday. i couldn't study for the whole day. i was so tired. i had been having insomnia for almost 2 weeks. i thought i was going berserk yesterday. was feeling really really down yesterday. yeah, i did cry for a few times and each time, the tears just kept running down my cheeks automatically. i realised that i was the one giving myself so much pressure. i've always wanted to score well in exam. people always said results don't matter, what matter the most was your experience, your soft skills, your capability to fit in the society, mingle well with others. yeah, and i realised that. but i just wanted to give my best in studies.
this is the least thing i can do for my late father. i just want to make him proud with my achievements. that's the main reason for going all out for this exam.
i was thinking to talk to my bff about the difficult times that i had. but she was having her exam as well and i didn't want to burden her with my feelings and emotions. so, i cried, watched some hilarious animes yesterday and managed to get through.
i slept for like 3 hours this afternoon. was feeling better after that. and when i woke up, i realised that i gave up already, for tomorrow's paper.
and now i'm going to prepare for another paper. at least this subject give me more confidence than the one i'm going to sit for tomorrow.
i had a really peculiar dream just now. in my dream, i accidentally drank some water that contained algae without realising it. i felt something wrong and i spat the water in my mouth out. and when i woke up, got startled from that weird dream, i found a pool of saliva on my pillow. *i think i spat*
that was so embarrassing and EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
i couldn't believe i did that. sigh, need to wash my pillow case and jemur my pillow...seriously, that was the funniest thing happened in my life for the past 2 weeks.
it's my nature to spit something out whenever i want to i.e. like when i am drinking soup and the soup is too hot. i get some serious warning from my mom but i just can't help it. i know, this is not bersopan-santun at all but who cares!!!
somebody, please tell me, what can i do to overcome this insomnia, i'm so suffering over this!
my housemate accidentally scratched my car with her bike. she apologised and i didn't get angry at her la. but what erupted the volcano inside my heart was that she kept repeating that, " i ACCIDENTALLY scratched your car BUT it's at the BOTTOM PART of your car,"
she was acting like 'it's not a big deal'. excuse me, my father bought this car for me and i have a responsibility to keep it in it's best shape.
when i checked it, it's not even at the most bottom part, in fact, it is at the front of my car. it's about 20 cm in length and approximately 0.5 cm wide. that's not the only scratch at that spot, there is a few other scratches. give you a situation, if you hurt your leg (it's consider the bottom part of your human body), so do you still count that you are hurt?? what theory was her theory...am going to fix it after my exam tomorrow. for sure i will ask her to compensate. feel like a bad person for asking her to pay but she is the culprit after all, so why not?! sigh, time-wasting. feel so sueh pulak tiba-tiba.
gotta go study d...hope my bff will come to kl next week...
i almost had a mental breakdown yesterday. i couldn't study for the whole day. i was so tired. i had been having insomnia for almost 2 weeks. i thought i was going berserk yesterday. was feeling really really down yesterday. yeah, i did cry for a few times and each time, the tears just kept running down my cheeks automatically. i realised that i was the one giving myself so much pressure. i've always wanted to score well in exam. people always said results don't matter, what matter the most was your experience, your soft skills, your capability to fit in the society, mingle well with others. yeah, and i realised that. but i just wanted to give my best in studies.
this is the least thing i can do for my late father. i just want to make him proud with my achievements. that's the main reason for going all out for this exam.
i was thinking to talk to my bff about the difficult times that i had. but she was having her exam as well and i didn't want to burden her with my feelings and emotions. so, i cried, watched some hilarious animes yesterday and managed to get through.
i slept for like 3 hours this afternoon. was feeling better after that. and when i woke up, i realised that i gave up already, for tomorrow's paper.
and now i'm going to prepare for another paper. at least this subject give me more confidence than the one i'm going to sit for tomorrow.
i had a really peculiar dream just now. in my dream, i accidentally drank some water that contained algae without realising it. i felt something wrong and i spat the water in my mouth out. and when i woke up, got startled from that weird dream, i found a pool of saliva on my pillow. *i think i spat*
that was so embarrassing and EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!
i couldn't believe i did that. sigh, need to wash my pillow case and jemur my pillow...seriously, that was the funniest thing happened in my life for the past 2 weeks.
it's my nature to spit something out whenever i want to i.e. like when i am drinking soup and the soup is too hot. i get some serious warning from my mom but i just can't help it. i know, this is not bersopan-santun at all but who cares!!!
somebody, please tell me, what can i do to overcome this insomnia, i'm so suffering over this!
my housemate accidentally scratched my car with her bike. she apologised and i didn't get angry at her la. but what erupted the volcano inside my heart was that she kept repeating that, " i ACCIDENTALLY scratched your car BUT it's at the BOTTOM PART of your car,"
she was acting like 'it's not a big deal'. excuse me, my father bought this car for me and i have a responsibility to keep it in it's best shape.
when i checked it, it's not even at the most bottom part, in fact, it is at the front of my car. it's about 20 cm in length and approximately 0.5 cm wide. that's not the only scratch at that spot, there is a few other scratches. give you a situation, if you hurt your leg (it's consider the bottom part of your human body), so do you still count that you are hurt?? what theory was her theory...am going to fix it after my exam tomorrow. for sure i will ask her to compensate. feel like a bad person for asking her to pay but she is the culprit after all, so why not?! sigh, time-wasting. feel so sueh pulak tiba-tiba.
gotta go study d...hope my bff will come to kl next week...
April 19, 2008
hope i can sleep well tonight
it's 2.16 a.m. in the morning and yeah, i'm sitting here, in front of my dear lappy, writing this post. sigh, exam is just around the corner, yeah, the corner that will corner you! i don't have the mood to study at all, has been lazying around, napping, sleeping, day dreaming and stuffs. feel guilty pulak now. sigh sigh sigh. need to go to sleep so that i'll wake up super fresh the day, still got a lot to cover, and i mean studies.
i slept fitfully for the past few days. i don't know what is bothering my mind, just can't fall asleep easily. it's sad to not to fall asleep easily, you know. imagine lying on the bed, feel so alone, wanted to get a good sleep but can't, and wasting loads of time.
i played with Joey for 1 hour today. but Joey hurts me. i feel so sad not to be able to control him. i feel sad not be able to communicate with him. sad sad sad. Joey is getting so dusty and dirty these days. Mummy will clean you up soon, okay? my biggest problem with Joey is because of Mr. Fedderick. This Mr.Fedderick ar, keep coming in between Joey and me. spoiling our relationships. grrr...i tried to tame Mr.Fedderick, so he could go away but nay...to no avail. this Mr.Fedderick is super stubborn, shameless dude. sigh sigh sigh.
really need to sleep now although i'm super fresh now. ok la, til the next time....
good night...or should i say, good morning????
ps: i haven't forgotten about the news of the decade...choto matte ya, friends!
i slept fitfully for the past few days. i don't know what is bothering my mind, just can't fall asleep easily. it's sad to not to fall asleep easily, you know. imagine lying on the bed, feel so alone, wanted to get a good sleep but can't, and wasting loads of time.
i played with Joey for 1 hour today. but Joey hurts me. i feel so sad not to be able to control him. i feel sad not be able to communicate with him. sad sad sad. Joey is getting so dusty and dirty these days. Mummy will clean you up soon, okay? my biggest problem with Joey is because of Mr. Fedderick. This Mr.Fedderick ar, keep coming in between Joey and me. spoiling our relationships. grrr...i tried to tame Mr.Fedderick, so he could go away but nay...to no avail. this Mr.Fedderick is super stubborn, shameless dude. sigh sigh sigh.
really need to sleep now although i'm super fresh now. ok la, til the next time....
good night...or should i say, good morning????
ps: i haven't forgotten about the news of the decade...choto matte ya, friends!
April 14, 2008
major FREEZE project
was reading the stars just now and i saw a news where 1000 people were converged at shopping complex to take part in KL Freeze in Unison, the city's first major freeze project where people had to cease from moving from 3.35 p.m. to 3.39 p.m. yesterday. wow! that was fun.
read here for more info.
updated : there's a link here showing the video of the KL Freeze yesterday.
Freeze in Grand Central Station in NYC
The Great Trafalgar Freeze in London
i hope i can take part in one of these things in the future coz it's so much fun!
hmmm...what would you pose as if you were to freeze for 5 minutes? i would pose as i were promoting a branded perfume (with a bottle of perfume in my hand of course!). LOL.
read here for more info.
updated : there's a link here showing the video of the KL Freeze yesterday.
Freeze in Grand Central Station in NYC
The Great Trafalgar Freeze in London
i hope i can take part in one of these things in the future coz it's so much fun!
hmmm...what would you pose as if you were to freeze for 5 minutes? i would pose as i were promoting a branded perfume (with a bottle of perfume in my hand of course!). LOL.
April 11, 2008
are noodles not a controlled item???
Domestic Trade and Consumer Affairs Minister said that government can't do much with the increase in the price of noodles as it is not a controlled item. what the heck??? what a lousy excuse...if it is not a controlled item, can't they make it a controlled item? although some hawkers and restaurant owners said they won't increase the price of the noodles they are selling, but eventually, they will do so as this is business. everyone wants to have their business giving profits. and i believe that these are only opinions from a small portions of noodles seller. Malaysians especially Chinese eats noodles almost everyday. even most of the hawkers and restaurant owners are Chinese. how can government let this to happen to us? shouldn't government do something about it?
dahlah make a big fuss over the increased salary among the civil servants and now the prices of the necessities are increasing daily.
dahlah ptptn for students tak increase even 1 cents and extra money is being charged when we pay back the ptptn.
this is just making Malaysians' life harder.
i voice out not because i want to cause any disruption but i want others to know hard life is getting by recently...
click here for more info
dahlah make a big fuss over the increased salary among the civil servants and now the prices of the necessities are increasing daily.
dahlah ptptn for students tak increase even 1 cents and extra money is being charged when we pay back the ptptn.
this is just making Malaysians' life harder.
i voice out not because i want to cause any disruption but i want others to know hard life is getting by recently...
click here for more info
mag a pic!
was doing some mag-a-pic on a webpage
visit http://www.magmypic.com/ to create your own cover!
my bff and i
still my bff and i =p
janet and i
and lastly, my leng lui sister...hehe...still single. LOL.
visit http://www.magmypic.com/ to create your own cover!
my bff and i
still my bff and i =p
janet and i
and lastly, my leng lui sister...hehe...still single. LOL.April 10, 2008
yet another unmotivated day
exam is just around the corner, yet i am still lazying around day-dreaming and doing nothing. it is a pain in the ass when you want to study but just can't concentrate. going back to johor tomorrow. i expect to spend another weekend without doing any revision. sigh...feel like i'm such a big failure.
i was just so motivated the other day. was doing everything at a great speed. yet, i became so slow since yesterday. i guess it was the project thingy. a few major projects are enough to use me up. don't know whether i could endure anything that is to come in the future. i need a revival. i need something new to motivate myself again. am feeling really really down these days.
am going to have my exam from 21 april til 2 may. rest for 3 days and will start my internship on 5 may. going to have my internship in UMW. am kinda anticipating this internship. don't know how well i can perform but i hope everything will turn out ok.
was watching winter sonata on you-tube the other day. the drama was produced 7 years ago. i didn't realise that this korean drama was this old until i read some of the comments by the viewer on you-tube. kinda missed it as it's the first korean drama that was broadcasted in malaysia tv. didn't have much opinion regarding this drama back then. this time around, i was thinking why would they make bae-yong-jun in this movie to lose his eye-sight at the end of the drama. was kinda sad though. anyhow, it was just a drama after all...
what caught my attention the most were the songs in this drama. mostly sang by Ryu, a korean singer. was google-ing about him on the web but i found that he kept himself a very low profile. it's very difficult to get his pic and info. i was so crazy with the songs in this drama and i bought an OST of winter sonata when this drama was aired on tv. LOL. that was the one and only original CD i bought so far. LOL. but, a song from this drama was missing from the CD. Ryu's moment. i got a link of this song in my blog, if you notice, it's on the upper right hand-side of my blog. was searching everywhere on the web to download this song. finally, after 2 days, i managed to get it downloaded from baidu. is it illegal? well...
ok la...enough for time-wasting in my dear blog. gotta go study now.
next post: news of the decade!
students, especially coursemates, voice out!
i was just so motivated the other day. was doing everything at a great speed. yet, i became so slow since yesterday. i guess it was the project thingy. a few major projects are enough to use me up. don't know whether i could endure anything that is to come in the future. i need a revival. i need something new to motivate myself again. am feeling really really down these days.
am going to have my exam from 21 april til 2 may. rest for 3 days and will start my internship on 5 may. going to have my internship in UMW. am kinda anticipating this internship. don't know how well i can perform but i hope everything will turn out ok.
was watching winter sonata on you-tube the other day. the drama was produced 7 years ago. i didn't realise that this korean drama was this old until i read some of the comments by the viewer on you-tube. kinda missed it as it's the first korean drama that was broadcasted in malaysia tv. didn't have much opinion regarding this drama back then. this time around, i was thinking why would they make bae-yong-jun in this movie to lose his eye-sight at the end of the drama. was kinda sad though. anyhow, it was just a drama after all...
what caught my attention the most were the songs in this drama. mostly sang by Ryu, a korean singer. was google-ing about him on the web but i found that he kept himself a very low profile. it's very difficult to get his pic and info. i was so crazy with the songs in this drama and i bought an OST of winter sonata when this drama was aired on tv. LOL. that was the one and only original CD i bought so far. LOL. but, a song from this drama was missing from the CD. Ryu's moment. i got a link of this song in my blog, if you notice, it's on the upper right hand-side of my blog. was searching everywhere on the web to download this song. finally, after 2 days, i managed to get it downloaded from baidu. is it illegal? well...
ok la...enough for time-wasting in my dear blog. gotta go study now.
next post: news of the decade!
students, especially coursemates, voice out!
April 9, 2008
mixed feelings
arghhh.....was so angry just now. feel like beating up someone again! feel like screaming. feel like pek pao mm lao!
grhhhh....what a jerk, dumped most of the things to me, to beautify, to wrap up. sigh...i wish there'll be peer assessment this time, so i can fail the jerk! i didn't regret for giving him low marks for the past peer assessment. he has some courtesy and manners to learn plus some attitude adjustment. being the youngest doesn't mean he to be such a snobbish person. i'm the youngest in my family too but at least, i know how to respect others and lift up others burden.
final exam is less than a month now. haven't even prepared 1% of the whole course. sigh...so much for getting good results this sem. i wish i could study, put aside all the presentations, all the problems and focus in my studies. don't know what is bothering me. just can't concentrate!
you'll be expecting this post to be full of complains...
don't even know what i wanna blog about. life is tiresome nowadays.
my friend asked me to help her write an essay just now. the purpose was to apply for job. i was like...what the heck? i'm not the one who wants to apply the job. why should i write for you.
sometimes, i wonder, am i too kind-hearted or what? always offer to do some trivial yet important work in a group. i am just thinking whether people have stepped over the line and take me for granted, which i don't like at all. but when i become more self-centered and do only what i am supposed to do, people will tend to think that i'm not contributive enough. sigh! don't know what am i supposed to do to fulfill others needs and my scope of responsibility. i think dying is a better choice above everything else.
oh yeah. was supposed to show off my engineering drawing to irina. haha.
grhhhh....what a jerk, dumped most of the things to me, to beautify, to wrap up. sigh...i wish there'll be peer assessment this time, so i can fail the jerk! i didn't regret for giving him low marks for the past peer assessment. he has some courtesy and manners to learn plus some attitude adjustment. being the youngest doesn't mean he to be such a snobbish person. i'm the youngest in my family too but at least, i know how to respect others and lift up others burden.
final exam is less than a month now. haven't even prepared 1% of the whole course. sigh...so much for getting good results this sem. i wish i could study, put aside all the presentations, all the problems and focus in my studies. don't know what is bothering me. just can't concentrate!
you'll be expecting this post to be full of complains...
don't even know what i wanna blog about. life is tiresome nowadays.
my friend asked me to help her write an essay just now. the purpose was to apply for job. i was like...what the heck? i'm not the one who wants to apply the job. why should i write for you.
sometimes, i wonder, am i too kind-hearted or what? always offer to do some trivial yet important work in a group. i am just thinking whether people have stepped over the line and take me for granted, which i don't like at all. but when i become more self-centered and do only what i am supposed to do, people will tend to think that i'm not contributive enough. sigh! don't know what am i supposed to do to fulfill others needs and my scope of responsibility. i think dying is a better choice above everything else.
oh yeah. was supposed to show off my engineering drawing to irina. haha.
my engineering drawing. haha. spent almost an hour to draw such a simple drawing. don't know whether the format is correct though.
arghhh...
went out to have sushi at sushi king with the girls yesterday. all the rice-based sushi was only at RM 2 per plate. 5 of us ate 33 plates. seemed a lot but i think it's normal. don't feel like blogging now. til next time...
went out to have sushi at sushi king with the girls yesterday. all the rice-based sushi was only at RM 2 per plate. 5 of us ate 33 plates. seemed a lot but i think it's normal. don't feel like blogging now. til next time...
April 8, 2008
arghhh.....
DAMMIT! i received another e-mail that curses people.
today has been frustrating. people keep ignoring me, my sms to be exact. there's a project we need to submit tomorrow. i am so kind-hearted to offer others to send me their project and i'll burn it into CD. but nobody sends me anything. in fact, i sms-ed them in the afternoon today. now i don't know what to do. grrr..........
can't study today. something is bothering me for the whole day. sigh sigh sigh. feel like screaming and grab someone to beat up. arghhh.........
today has been frustrating. people keep ignoring me, my sms to be exact. there's a project we need to submit tomorrow. i am so kind-hearted to offer others to send me their project and i'll burn it into CD. but nobody sends me anything. in fact, i sms-ed them in the afternoon today. now i don't know what to do. grrr..........
can't study today. something is bothering me for the whole day. sigh sigh sigh. feel like screaming and grab someone to beat up. arghhh.........
April 2, 2008
what a day...
don't know what to blog about. but feel like blogging, so here i am. haha.
yesterday was april fool. i was fool-ed 3 times.
1st april fool-joke
my bff sent me an sms on the april fool eve. it said:
'this sms is a threat, read it only on tuesday.'
where got people wait de, then i ma scrolled down and it said:
' i know you can't wait liao, so congrats! you are the first fool in the 2008 april fool! haha'
=.=''''''''''''
2nd april fool-joke
i was chatting with khian foo
khian foo: hey, did you know that sheng wa (my coursemates, his best pal) was admitted to hospital today?
me: really? what happened?
khian foo: around 1 p.m. today. drug poisoning
me: my goodness. what happened? did he went to pub or disco?
khian foo: it's confirmed drug poisoning. dunno it's legal or illegal
me: my goodness. i am shocked.
khian foo: ok. end of story. happy april fool
=.='''''''''''''''''
3rd april fool-joke
i was reading kenny sia's blog just now. he wrote he wanted to close down the blog. i really believed until i read at the bottom of the page.
'guess what day is today?'
=.=''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
got a major 56-slide presentation tomorrow morning. was practising for like 3.5 hours just now. it was insane. gonna lose my voice soon enough.
went to church to have a class with pastor faith today. what hit me real hard and real deep was this : love God and your neighbour.
my pastor kept repeating this over and over again until i think i will have nightmare tonight with the great commandment playing in my coconut now!
so many things left undone now.
so many things in my mind now.
anyhow, gonna continue working!
til then...
yesterday was april fool. i was fool-ed 3 times.
1st april fool-joke
my bff sent me an sms on the april fool eve. it said:
'this sms is a threat, read it only on tuesday.'
where got people wait de, then i ma scrolled down and it said:
' i know you can't wait liao, so congrats! you are the first fool in the 2008 april fool! haha'
=.=''''''''''''
2nd april fool-joke
i was chatting with khian foo
khian foo: hey, did you know that sheng wa (my coursemates, his best pal) was admitted to hospital today?
me: really? what happened?
khian foo: around 1 p.m. today. drug poisoning
me: my goodness. what happened? did he went to pub or disco?
khian foo: it's confirmed drug poisoning. dunno it's legal or illegal
me: my goodness. i am shocked.
khian foo: ok. end of story. happy april fool
=.='''''''''''''''''
3rd april fool-joke
i was reading kenny sia's blog just now. he wrote he wanted to close down the blog. i really believed until i read at the bottom of the page.
'guess what day is today?'
=.=''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
got a major 56-slide presentation tomorrow morning. was practising for like 3.5 hours just now. it was insane. gonna lose my voice soon enough.
went to church to have a class with pastor faith today. what hit me real hard and real deep was this : love God and your neighbour.
my pastor kept repeating this over and over again until i think i will have nightmare tonight with the great commandment playing in my coconut now!
so many things left undone now.
so many things in my mind now.
anyhow, gonna continue working!
til then...
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