Competition III

i promised to upload more photos. here it is !

posing with our poster

me, hui san and stacey with the mock cheque and car...

can you see me help preparing the acid? the one who was squatting down behind the table, with silky, healthy, straight hair? hehe...

apasal so serious ni????

our first prize...mock cheque

our second prize...

our third prize...hehe

cam-ho with MY mock cheque and car...

i have no hands to hold other things. haha...lol...

Competition II

http://ewarga1.ukm.my/ewarga/

click the url above to see my cute face ! i'm so proud of myself !

competition

Yesterday was my big day. it was the 3rd Malaysia Chem-E-Car Competition. it was held at USM. 2 groups from UKM, where i'm in 1 of the groups represented UKM went to compete with UM, UPM, USM, Uni KL, and Taylor's college. along with almost 20 supporters from my department. fortunately, my group didn't let the dean and the head of department down. my group won the 1st runner-up for car competition, 1st prize for poster presentation and the one and only special award-award of consistency. didn't expect to win any in the first place but, luckily, we did. and thank God for this victory. i was murmuring words of prayer to God the moment i woke up, and during the whole competition. winning this competition make the hardships worth. due to some secrecy policy, i couldn't show you guys the video here.

anyway, there'll be some photos =)

our stuffs for the competition, 4 boxes, 1 gas tank and 1 plastic bag

cam-whoring at summit hotel, bukit mertajam, at 6 a.m. while waiting for breakfast

took this at 1 a.m., the night before my competition. i was preparing for my presentation while all my roomies were sleeping...

were warming-up our car before the competition

result for car competition. my group was UKM 2, with a difference of 0.65m from the designated distance, placed at 1st runner-up.

was receiving our mock cheque. couldn't stop smiling. lol

can you see me squatting in the 1st row????

supporters from UKM!!

we were the only chinese among the almost-30-ppl from UKM

posing with the big screen

more pictures coming up, SOON!!!!

my anger

argh........you ??????? ?????? ??????? ??? ?? ? ?????. i hate you the most in this life. who am i cursing?? my group member for my competition...TAN SIEW KEAT. yeah, i cursed and scolded you in my blog. so what??????!!!!! what can you do to me??? slap me???...i'll sue you!

all in all, you are an ??????? and an imbecile. who are you to judge me??? it's true i complaint about you to most of my friends and also my family. so what??? why don't you try to look at yourself...being in the same group with you is the most regretful things that has ever happened in my life.

you tell me to say it out if i hated you. ok...well, if this is what you want.
I HATE YOU!!!
you always tell us to say out whatever dissatisfaction we have in you. but, every time, when we sit down and discuss, we just say that we think you are what what what. you started to deny all, giving all sorts of excuses. all in all, you still think you are noble and we just simply accuse you without being in your shoes. what is your real problem actually????!!! dah lah absent most of the time, being late. we just requested you to be cooperative and don't interrupt anything that is not related to you, you started to raise your voice, defending your stupid ass. gimme a break !!
if you are that good, all the 3 of us won't have any complaints about you.

you are even more despicable by threatening me with my relationship with God.
i can still remember what you said just now, in our second argument...sam, i swear i know that Christian can't tell lies. so, stop your act of lying to others.
this sentence really get me to my nerves and i'm on the edge of explosion. i didn't want to have this second argument, but this stupid asshole stopped me from walking away. how could he???
ok la, i tried to respect him by staying for a while to listen to what he has to tell me. then he started to complaint about my attitude and my facial expression when dealing with him. hey, i've already hated you since some time ago, how could i pretend to be nice to you???!!! this is like being a hypocrite...i lagi sinful lah!!!!

you were even trying to find prove and put all the blames on me. accused me back. what is your right to do that??? but in the end, everyone just can't help but to complaint about you. even that, i can tell that you still cannot accept other people's criticism.

fine! i don't want to further complaint about you or your attitude or whatever of yours. i'm just so furious that you accused me and complaint about me and raised your voice to me. my parents didn't even do that to me, what is your stand or right to do that???
ok...wasted so much of my energy on you...from now on, i don't want to give a damn about you or whatever you say. just tell everyone i have attitude problem, that i'm a bad christian...whatever...this is not true at all, i know what i'm doing and YOU just stay out of my life.

ps: to those 'kind-hearted' people who told him or going to tell him about me scolding him in my blog...just go ahead. i don't mind. i will just thank you for your busybodyness !

Rudyard Kipling said~~~

I keep six honest serving men
They taught me all i know
Their names are What and Why and When
And How and Where and Who

another stage of life

went back home last weekend. i had a great time with my mom and sister.
last friday morning, my sister sms-ed me and asked me whether i was free to go home. she told me her boss wasn't around and she could cabut early. since i was tired preparing for my competition and there wasn't much assignment to be completed, so i decided to go home. we left KL around 6 pm on friday and reached home around 9.30 pm. my sister and i bought McD for dinner and we ate it in car on the journey back. i have to admit that it was really fun to have McD on a journey rather than sitting in the shop to finish it. we chatted along the journey back and laughed as i overreacted when i saw holes on the road.
actually, my mom didn't know we were going back. when we reached home, my sister called my mom and told her to open the gate. i could see that she was shocked and yet happy at the same time. yeah, she was all alone at home and always hope we can go back and accompany her. she never say so but i could tell. she is getting along with this life since my dad passed away. she is trying her best to be tough and independent. all i can do is to pray for her and support her.

tomorrow is another new day. more assignments will be given next week and it's the start of busyness and it will prolong till the end of the semester. "i must work harder this semester!", this is what i said to myself whenever a new semester commence and yet my results deteriorate every semester. no, i mustn't let this happen to me again. i want to work as hard as i could when i was in matrics. no more nonsense, no more time-wasting.

competition is just around the corner and we are still half way towards the it. i really cannot expect much this time. i just hope we can win. besides that, there are a lot of conflicts in this group. some of us don't trust others, in another words, we hesitate what each other can really do to contribute to winning this competition. i'm one of the 'some of us'. we are not co-operative enough, meanwhile some others are trying to get the fame coz we are going for national level and not doing anything but 'blowing water' all day long. i really feel so tired being one of the 2 people who contributed the most. sometimes, i really don't know why am i doing this for. my mom advised me to be easy on this and don't expect too much...

hope everything in my life will go well and end well too. meanwhile, i'm worried with getting an offer at an engineering firm to undergo my internship programme. some of my coursemates have already got offers from companies. too much thing to worry about...

currently,
working hard in my studies to achieve better CGPA
struggling hard to find my identity
reading pride and prejudice *this makes me happy*
listening to Only Hope by Switchfoot *this makes me relax*

the 'pride & prejudice' fever !

i am so crazy for pride & prejudice now. my housemate lent me this movie last semester and after i watched it, i started to get crazy over it. the movie was acted by keira knightly, was produced in the year 2002. the movie just got my attention. i don't understand why, it's not adventurous, not funny but it's just nice to me. due to my lack of knowledge in english (biggest reason being their accent), i don't comprehend some of the details in this movie. i try to turn on the subtitles and i found that the subtitles wasn't being written according to the dialogues. so disappointed. it was 1st of January yesterday and i went shopping with a dear friend of mine. i went to popular bookstore which is situated in the shopping complex and to my surprise, i saw a book on pride & prejudice and without any moment of hesitation, i bought this book. i was, well, i am happy that i got this book, now i can know every single detail of the whole story. muahahahaha!
so far, i've read 3 chapters and i'll be sure to read more tonight *cheers*

haven't been blogging since last december. it is now january, wow, just in a blink of eyes. time really flies huh, supersonically. i wasn't really expecting 2008. it's just another year for me. another year of boredomness, especially in studies. can't wait for my graduation in 2009. i don't really have any new year resolution, as for usual every year. well, maybe i don't really want to force myself to achieve or attain something big in my life. i love to day dreaming, planning something big but i don't really like to plan how to achieve it, confusing huh. arghh... i always don't know what i'm thinking about, what i want, and whether or not to do something (even trivial matters). ok, ok, ok, so much for my inner problem.

went shopping yesterday and the day before yesterday, which is 1st of january and 31st of december. thrown myself into the sea of madness i.e. people rushing into the shopping complex to grab some super cheap stuffs. it's the super duper great offer. i also bought something for myself as i thought 'let's join the madness and be part of it!' *lol*
i bought
1. 3 books: pride & prejudice, little women and a tale of two cities
2. 3 shirts: 1 formal shirt and 2 casual shirts
3. a starter(the lamp in my toilet was spoilt and i decided to be the repairwoman myself *hehe*)
4. a big water bottle
i also manage to catch a movie, the golden compass. man, i felt like being cheated. the thriller was so nice and it really made me wanna watch it in cinema. it wasn't that nice after all. everything in the movie was kinda expected by the movie-goers, it was kinda dragging in every scene in the movie. sigh...wasted my money, i should have watched alvin & the chipmunks...

the public universities shouldn't have started the new semester this week. all the lecturers are still on holiday, all the workers are still on holiday. i'm supposed to go to lab to do some preparations for my competition but all the person in charge are not around, i couldn't get my apparatus, couldn't use the lab. it is just a mere waste of time coming back so early.

now i stay at home reading my pride & prejudice and surfing aimlessly on the internet...what a 'great' start for 2008 >_<