it's all about me, myself and my stuffs !

August 11, 2007

a mirror and a life

A camera can't take a picture of itself. It can only take picture for other objects. Likewise for human, we can't see the weakness or the goodness in ourselves. We can't know how we look like unless our appearances are reflected through a mirror or a pool of water. We tend to criticize or complaint about others without noticing that we are nothing much but same like others. Think back and try to fit ourselves in others' shoes. Try to think, look and evaluate things from a different aspects and you will see how weak and bad you are. Stop judging others !!!
I've learnt my lesson and understand how people feel when i do something. These days, I tend to think how people feel before i take my action. I really really realize this after living for 21 years. I wonder have i grown up or was i to naive. Undeniably, we are learning how to live a better life each and every second in this life. I admit that I didn't learn well in the past. I made conclusions on certain things fast and ended up with remorse feelings. I need an attitude adjustment and a detergent-brain wash. I hope I may learn something (useful) in this stage of life and when i look back in the future, I won't feel bad for what i did. I need a 'mirror' to reflect back what i've done. I need friends to tell me about things that i've handled wrongly. I need a friends who tell the truth. Telling the truth in the sense that wanting people to have better improvement in life. That's why i hate hypocrites. They only made themselves and the people around them to become worse and jeopardizing this world.


Ah gal and stephanie came to KL yesterday and we went to Mid Valley, ss-ing and chit-chatting. Too bad, I am busy with assignments, quizzes, exams and competition, i only get to meet them yesterday. although in the midst of busyness, i still feel empty. I don't know what i am doing. I know this is not what i want, this is not what i want to study, but i am in the middle of the journey. I have no choice but to continue. I hate making choices because i am always wrong. Regrets and disappointment keep emerging in my life. I feel pathetic !!!

2 comments:

Meng Her said...

u felt empty is because we still on the searching the soul of life..same to me, sum time i use to fell lonely although i have tonnes fo thing to do..maybe we not mature enough in the term of thinkin way that happen surrounding us.

Share something with you, 1 of my uncle friend told me :
" Know what you are doing & why are you doing it . "
Dont said u dont know or u just follow the instruction only. If u said so, mean u not confident enpugh and unconscious abt things that you do. Maybe i use to believe that's a reason for thing that happen. I learned few lesson from it lo.

Hence, do everything with your best & so that will not be an opportunity for u to regret in future time. k?

Go go gambateh .. happy day ya !!

Anonymous said...

With mirrow, camera can take picture if itself. We are need a mirror.