i don't get it

i don't get it. i don't get this world. i don't understand a single thing in this world. why does it happen this way? the objects, the humans, the phenomena, every single thing.

the people around me are so weird. not only myself, everyone in this world. the typical character i found in the people around me is character disorder. character disorder, according to the book " the road less traveled' by M.Scott Peck means you put the blame for whatever sh*t things that have happened to the people around you. you never admit you are wrong, even once, even a moment, or even 1% of the particular incident. this is so true, especially when it comes to group works. i was...i mean i am the one to be blamed all the time, even for someone's lack of informations by the lecturer due to his/her inability to pay attention during the class. i didn't mean to say that i'm 100% correct, but not deserve to be blamed. anyway, i'll always be the wrong one, the one to be blamed, despite all the things that i've done. i know, i'm quite emo (most of the times), but at least i play my role in the group, wert...
i might not be the one to contribute the most, but at least not the least...you know what i mean???

and to find a friend who really can tahan you, can withstand you, can accompany you no matter what sh*t things happen, it's really really difficult. the difficulties is higher than the sky and deeper than the sea and hotter that the lava. you get what i mean?? to be frank la, only ah gal, my bff and another friend of mine can tahan me. they'll always listen to me. Unlike someone else, whenever i share my problem with her, she always laughs and cannot even comfort or give useful advices. others are reluctant to listen. what i want to say is, grab hold of your friend, the close ones, when you can and don't let go, even once. i trip and fall many many times in friendship but they never give me up, i'm glad to have both of them. friends keep you moving on...

in exams, i don't know whether i'm too slow to perceive or i memang born to be stewpid. no matter how many times i study, how many excercises i've done, how many tutorials i've completed, i can never answer well in the exams. like today, we were given 2 hours to complete 2 questions but i couldn't manage to complete it. i'm soooooooooooo sad. both of the questions were problematic, i mean, the informations provided was either not sufficient to answer the question or the informations provided memang cannot use to solve the question. i don't know how others can answer. luckily, i was not the only one to have this kind of opinion. another coursemate of mine came and told me, then i know i was not completely wrong. i don't know...still...maybe i memang was born to be stewpid.

the following weeks in the semester will be utter torment. 2 major projects to be finished. i still don't know what the lecturers really want. you know... the way in interpret the questions can be very different from that of the lecturers'...still, maybe i was born to be stewpid.

i finally need not to worry about something anymore. if my bff ask me, what's it, i will tell, others, i might consider...hehe...well, going home tonight...will throw away everything that's on my mind now. time to relax and release stress.

i got tagged!!!

Basics-

Name: Sam Chiao Yen

Age: sweet 22 *peace*

Location: bangi

Favourites-

Store: every shop is ok for me, only when i'm rich

Designers: No money for that ar...

Places to go shopping: Midvalley, Jusco Balakong, also Billion and Upwell in segamat (wei, need to support those in my hometown also ma)

Brand Names: nothing specific

Colour to wear: i used to like pink. black is cool. blue is nice. purple is sweet. i still like pink very much =)

Items of clothing you own: jeans and shirts that look nice on me, of course

Type of Jeans: don't know how to differentiate wor

Type of tops: i'm a tee-shirt-gal, don't cha know???

Type of shoes: my purple-pinkish Puma, currently

Clothing on opposite sex: as long as he is cool, everything will look nice on him =D

Type of accessories: no wor...only my Casio watch (a gift from my sister) and i will change earrings occasionally. i love different types of earrings. those who don't know what to give on my birthday, you know now la~~~ =D

Misc-

What would you never get caught dead in?
never thought of this question before

How many clothes in your wardrobe?
fluctuating, i'll keep what i dont want my eyes to see away, sometimes...third-quarter are black in colour =)

What was the last item of clothing you bought?
baju from Seed

If you owned your own fashion label, what would it be called?

Ex (i mean alot...ex-bf, extraordinary, ex...you name it!)

Which celeb's style would you love to steal?

no wor...i think i'm good enough...Do not covet!

Do you follow trends?

sometimes...depends

What's 'in' in your area right now?

emm...i don't really get the question

What colour is a NO for you?

currently, all colour is ok for me

Short skirts or long skirts:

both short and long look nice on me =D

Jeans or corduroys :

Jeans!!!

Hats or sunglasses:

sunglasses. i don't have a hat face

Tight or baggy jeans:

just nice

Bright colours or dark colours:

dark..i look fat in bright colours

Skinny belts or wide belts:

i don't wear belts

Right Now-

Wearing:

purple shirt and jeans

In your bag:
my planners, comb, strepsils, tissue paper

Saving up for:

to buy house and car for family and travel

Wishing that you own:

a big house with a big yard

Favourite top:

nothing specific

Favourite jeans:

my vintage bontton jeans

Favourite shoes:

my Puma

Favourite dress:

i only have 2 and i prefer jeans

Favourite belt:

no belt wor...

Favourite hat:

i don't have a belt wor...

Favourite piece of underwear:

wei, secret la...

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8 Random Facts About Me

The Rules :

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List 8 random facts about yourself.
3. Tag 8 people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blogs.

8 Facts About Me:

1. I'm cute
   
2. I'm still young
   
3. I have a sony Mp3, a dell notebook, a gold-coloured wira, a Casio watch
   
4. I'm sad today coz i did a small mistake in my exam =(
   
5. I miss my dad
   
6. I'm learning how to play guitar and drum
   
7. I can't wait to graduate
   
8. I want to know God better!

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i wan to tag:

gal
jia ning
nally
seen
yu li
irina
jyan chin
gary

Even The Mediums Know It

An old lady on her deathbed accepted Christ minutes before she passed on. The only member who know about this was the relative who shared the Gospel with her minutes before her death.

The rest of the family continued on with the taoist rituals of burial, including the chanting and the burning of gold paper as currency to be used in the afterworld.

Some time later, the family wanted to know how the old lady is doing in the afterworld and if the money they burnt managed to arrive for her. They consulted a chinese medium. The medium looked through the directory of hell, trying to find the lady's name. Usually this only took less than five minutes to seek out a person's name within the directory. However, after half an hour, the medium still couldn't manage to find the lady's name there.

That was when the relative spoke up. "Could it be you can't find her because she accepted Christ on her death bed?"

The medium looked at the family and scolded them. "Why didn't you say so earlier? Didn't you know that all who accepted Christ would go to Heaven and not to hell? Why did you waste my time!"

Even the mediums acknowledge Jesus is Lord..

Enoch Lau's Testimony
12-2-2008

makan makan at equitorial

I was so happy today. As i have mentioned in my previous post before, my team have won some prizes in the Chem-E-Car competition. Another team from my department have also represented UKM to the national level of Chem-E-Car competition. Our generous dean has decided to give us a treat at Equitorial Hotel. Today, we were proud to be invited by our dean to Equitorial Hotel for buffet. I overheard my dean's conversation with my head of department that the buffet is RM 80 per pax . Twenty of us went, including the participants, lecturers, tutors and some big shot from my department, total up, the lunch cost the dean RM 1600!!! wow, a big sum for lunch, only!!! anyway, it's a normal price to have buffet in hotel...

ok ok, too much of words, now, it's time for pictures!!!

view of Equitorial Hotel

the parking lot was full, i was forced to park on the road side

the entrance of Equitorial Hotel

another view of the hotel

the entrance to...

cafe Lavista

our dining table

the view from the dining room

food haven

'flowing chocolate mountain', just dip in the choco and eat...yummy...

roasted lamb (i forgot which part of the cute lamb)

cakes....

puddings and chocolate tarts...

more puddings...

puddings, tarts, pies...yummy

linzer tart

fruits and vege on icy table

breads...enough for a year

olives and pastas...

shafika and me...my first plate...i took osyter, chicken pie, potate with parsley, beef cook in onion, and that's all =D

my second plate...bread, beef lasagna and something cheese, i forgot the name

my third plate...i had watermelon, honey dew species#1, honey dew species#2, chocolate pudding, chocolate tart, chocolate cake, chocolate cake, chocolate cake, and chocolate cake, darn nice man!!!!

my last plate....emmm...i mean bowl, chocolate + vanilla ice cream with some chocolate-based toppings...yummy yummy chocolate

i was super duper full and have to rush back to faculty as i had lab. so i left, with contented feeling =D

before i left the hotel, i took a pic of a japanese restaurant, just beside cafe lavista, i thought our dean gonna belanja makan at japanese restaurant...mana tau...anyway, i had a great time and great food in cafe lavista =)

take photo even in the toilet....soh poh

my mandarin oranges

my junior gave me some mandarin oranges a few days ago. haven't had the time to post it immediately. here are the photos!

the society that sells the mandarin oranges is quite creative, i have to admit. they decorated the package like a mouse...mentang mentang la this year is the year of mouse (one of the animals in the chinese zodiac) according to the chinese calender.

my junior wrote: happy chinese new year and congratulations. (on winning the competition)

i have another mouse....guess what????

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hehe. just for fun

going back to johor tomorrow to celebrate my chinese new year. i hope this year will be a fun celebration. i hope i can put aside my projectssss and studies for the mean time and enjoy my CNY as much as i could. got something for someone. hehe. i hope someone would be happy.

my mom got a new mobile number today. i can add her into my friends and family plan and talk to her with lower rates, as i call my mom almost twice a day. hehe.

got a new rice cooker for my mom. she said she wanted a smaller rice cooker with a stainless steel inner pot. so, i bought her one. thought wanna give her surprise and show her only when i see her. but i was overexcited and told her when i was talking to her on the phone.

i love giving people surprises but i always spoil it. haiz...i love seeing people happy when i give them something they want. i am sweet, ain't i? hehe...

will be updating my blog after CNY...

last but not least, Happy Chinese New Year to all !!!

Competition III

i promised to upload more photos. here it is !

posing with our poster

me, hui san and stacey with the mock cheque and car...

can you see me help preparing the acid? the one who was squatting down behind the table, with silky, healthy, straight hair? hehe...

apasal so serious ni????

our first prize...mock cheque

our second prize...

our third prize...hehe

cam-ho with MY mock cheque and car...

i have no hands to hold other things. haha...lol...

Competition II

http://ewarga1.ukm.my/ewarga/

click the url above to see my cute face ! i'm so proud of myself !

competition

Yesterday was my big day. it was the 3rd Malaysia Chem-E-Car Competition. it was held at USM. 2 groups from UKM, where i'm in 1 of the groups represented UKM went to compete with UM, UPM, USM, Uni KL, and Taylor's college. along with almost 20 supporters from my department. fortunately, my group didn't let the dean and the head of department down. my group won the 1st runner-up for car competition, 1st prize for poster presentation and the one and only special award-award of consistency. didn't expect to win any in the first place but, luckily, we did. and thank God for this victory. i was murmuring words of prayer to God the moment i woke up, and during the whole competition. winning this competition make the hardships worth. due to some secrecy policy, i couldn't show you guys the video here.

anyway, there'll be some photos =)

our stuffs for the competition, 4 boxes, 1 gas tank and 1 plastic bag

cam-whoring at summit hotel, bukit mertajam, at 6 a.m. while waiting for breakfast

took this at 1 a.m., the night before my competition. i was preparing for my presentation while all my roomies were sleeping...

were warming-up our car before the competition

result for car competition. my group was UKM 2, with a difference of 0.65m from the designated distance, placed at 1st runner-up.

was receiving our mock cheque. couldn't stop smiling. lol

can you see me squatting in the 1st row????

supporters from UKM!!

we were the only chinese among the almost-30-ppl from UKM

posing with the big screen

more pictures coming up, SOON!!!!

my anger

argh........you ??????? ?????? ??????? ??? ?? ? ?????. i hate you the most in this life. who am i cursing?? my group member for my competition...TAN SIEW KEAT. yeah, i cursed and scolded you in my blog. so what??????!!!!! what can you do to me??? slap me???...i'll sue you!

all in all, you are an ??????? and an imbecile. who are you to judge me??? it's true i complaint about you to most of my friends and also my family. so what??? why don't you try to look at yourself...being in the same group with you is the most regretful things that has ever happened in my life.

you tell me to say it out if i hated you. ok...well, if this is what you want.
I HATE YOU!!!
you always tell us to say out whatever dissatisfaction we have in you. but, every time, when we sit down and discuss, we just say that we think you are what what what. you started to deny all, giving all sorts of excuses. all in all, you still think you are noble and we just simply accuse you without being in your shoes. what is your real problem actually????!!! dah lah absent most of the time, being late. we just requested you to be cooperative and don't interrupt anything that is not related to you, you started to raise your voice, defending your stupid ass. gimme a break !!
if you are that good, all the 3 of us won't have any complaints about you.

you are even more despicable by threatening me with my relationship with God.
i can still remember what you said just now, in our second argument...sam, i swear i know that Christian can't tell lies. so, stop your act of lying to others.
this sentence really get me to my nerves and i'm on the edge of explosion. i didn't want to have this second argument, but this stupid asshole stopped me from walking away. how could he???
ok la, i tried to respect him by staying for a while to listen to what he has to tell me. then he started to complaint about my attitude and my facial expression when dealing with him. hey, i've already hated you since some time ago, how could i pretend to be nice to you???!!! this is like being a hypocrite...i lagi sinful lah!!!!

you were even trying to find prove and put all the blames on me. accused me back. what is your right to do that??? but in the end, everyone just can't help but to complaint about you. even that, i can tell that you still cannot accept other people's criticism.

fine! i don't want to further complaint about you or your attitude or whatever of yours. i'm just so furious that you accused me and complaint about me and raised your voice to me. my parents didn't even do that to me, what is your stand or right to do that???
ok...wasted so much of my energy on you...from now on, i don't want to give a damn about you or whatever you say. just tell everyone i have attitude problem, that i'm a bad christian...whatever...this is not true at all, i know what i'm doing and YOU just stay out of my life.

ps: to those 'kind-hearted' people who told him or going to tell him about me scolding him in my blog...just go ahead. i don't mind. i will just thank you for your busybodyness !

Rudyard Kipling said~~~

I keep six honest serving men
They taught me all i know
Their names are What and Why and When
And How and Where and Who