asian idol

asian idol is finally over now...i am soooooooooo disappointed with the results. hady won the first asian idol???????? excuse me... i think he's the worst singer of the night, ok. i think every comment paul moss and ken gave him were correct and straight to the point. jacklyn victor should have won the asian idol. she was the best of the best that night. no one can sings better than her.

this is the second song sang by jac



nevertheless, i prefer the version that she sang during malaysian idol. she is already an international star whether or not she win the asian idol. this is the first time i feel proud to be a malaysian, i'm proud because of jac, of course. just love her powerful voice so much. i thought even if jac didn't win, mike could win this but mana tau, it turned up to be the 'cute-sy' hady, haiz...

a light from heaven

this picture was taken in Bali, Indonesia. what a breathtaking view...

yellow colour

YELLOW is the warna diraja Malaysia

YELLOW is the official colour for BERSIH

YELLOW is the official colour for Digi Guy


YELLOW is the Simpsons' skin colour

what does YELLOW means to you????

i hate perverts!!!

I met a pervert a few days ago. No one will ever understand my feelings unless she has met one. Scared, traumatized, insecure, darkness…these are what I felt. I somehow managed to save my ass before the pervert do anything to me. The whole incident was like a nightmare. I don’t want to recall the painful memories of the whole the incident, I hope you guys won’t ask me how it happened. I consider myself very fortunate for I noticed something amiss before anything happened to me. I screamed for my life when I saw the pervert and he ran away before someone came to help. I was sure that pervert was a malay guy. I wasn’t able to stand on my feet at that time.

I was under control after a few moments. That is the moment I started to curse the pervert. I cursed his family for 18 generations, I cursed that a car would run over him when he crossed the street, I cursed that he would be choked to death when he was eating, I cursed that he would be struck by lightning during rainy days, and I cursed that he would be barren forever. I was bad, wasn’t I? Then a verse from the Scripture came to my mind: love your enemies. I knew I was wrong, I have sinned for cursing others…later, I stopped cursing but I started to complain and scold the pervert. Why does this incident happen to me? What the heck? Why? Why? Why? I was on the edge of explosion whenever I think of this.

I put the blame on the society. The society was so corrupted, full of darkness.

I put the blames on those perverts. Why do perverts exist in this world? Those perverts can choose not to be perverts and stop peeping on others. What is so fantastic about peeping on others and becoming a pervert?

I put all the blames on the polices. All they know is just giving summonses to the citizens. All they know is just having road blocks. All they know is just pretending to be concerned about the society while in reality, they aren’t that concern after all. Aren’t we supposed to be committed to what we do once we take up the responsibilities?

The feeling of helplessness is really unbearable and uncomfortable.